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Take this survey:
Monday, May 23, 2011 || 8:57:00 PM

200: My middle name is: An Ting (?)
199: I was born in: Singapore
198: I am really: Bored right now to be doing this..
197: My cell phone company is: - Leaves to check - Starhub
196: My eye color is: Brown
195: My shoe size is: 5.5/ 6 UK; 8 US (Hehe, now you can buy me shoes :P)
194: My ring size is: There's such a thing?! I thought it's just, it fits/it doesn't fit :O
193: My height is: 168.5cm :D (I stopped growing! What sadness ):)
192: I am allergic to: Lizards..
191: My 1st car was: A toy tricycle, brandless.
190: My 1st job was: Student.
189: Last book you read: Someone's blog... :P (Blogs are theoritically books about a particular person's LIFE or like those diary books you read okay :D They are books :D)
188: My bed is: An awesome place to be in :D
187: My pet: was once Sky, Earth, Mud- Tortises xD
186: My best friend: Vivien, I guess? ._. It's hard to define.
185: My favorite shampoo is: Idk ._. The one I'm using now's fine..
184: AIM name: As in MSN?... pillowtann!
183: Piggy Banks are: Cute (;
182: In my pockets: Are nothing.
181: On my calendar: Are unconfirmed dates, but soooo many thiings! :/
180: Marriage is: So foreign.. And doubtful ._.
179: Sponge Bob can: Make me laugh =D
178: My mom: is a great cook, and flower arranger (:
177: The last three cd's I bought were: Never there...
176: Last YouTube video watched: Some vid about Emily Bear! Arghhh she so pro XP
175: How many cousins do you have? Uh, I think 27...
174: Do you have any siblings: Yeah..
173: Are your parents divorced: No...
172: Are you taller than your mom? Supposedly same, but she shrank ._. So yes xP
171: Do you play an instrument? Uh, not really ): Unless play, as in PLAY..
170: What did you do yesterday: Clean the house, Eat awesome dessert ;DD

I Believe In (AHEMATISM (L)(L)(L))
169: Love at first sight: Is possible, but mostly won't last.
168: Luck: is what drives AHEM on, daily.
167: Fate: is described by the oh-great AHEM's life.
166: Yourself: Is you+self. As in, just you actually. They were trying to be creative..
EXAMPLE: "You, yourself, can do this" is essentially the same as "You can do this"..
165: Aliens: Should exist, since there might be other solar systems!
164: Heaven: Should be where everyone goes (: They got punished in their lives for their wrongdoings somewhat, I'm sure, right? Everyone deserves Heaven.
163: Hell: Should not exist. We, sinned, have paid.
162: God: - Refuse to answer -
161: Horoscopes: Are too generalised...
160: Soul mates: Are not neccesarily your lovers..
159: Ghosts: Are successful in a sense that, they are not there but they still stay in your mind and creep the shit out of you. And if they DO exist, SUICIDAL SCARINESS.
158: Gay Marriage: Should not be banned. Everyone has their own rights! Moreover, many of the gay couples would possibly get a child you know.. Which means abandoned children in general will have more caretakers! (: And gay people are usually kind, and gentle. NICE :D
157: War: Make cool films ._. But not to be encouraged, nevertheless.
156: Orbs: Is a CHIM term to me..
155: Magic: Is just science+tricks.

Which is Better
154: Hugs or Kisses (They're warmmm)
153: Drunk or High (You're sober but happy (:)
152: Phone or Online (If I like you :D It's always fun on phone (:)
151: Red heads or Black haired (Red hair is like.. Huh?)
150: Blondes or Brunettes (Brunette guys are cute :D Hehe)
149: Hot or cold (NEITHER, I want comfortable temperature (:)
148: Summer or winter (Winter is too cold ._.)
147: Autumn or Spring (They're so prettttyyyyyyy ~~)
146: Chocolate or vanilla (As in the flavour, only.)
145: Night or Day (Cause night = home = computer = slack = hapinness :D)
144: Oranges or Apples (BOTH, as Juices (:)
143: Curly or Straight hair (Wavy Hair? :p As in faintly curly, but more of kinda straight ._.)
142: McDonalds or Burger King
141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate (Although BOTH together are the best! TOPDECK :D)
140: Mac or PC (I'd like Mac appearance, but PCs are mstly better in operation :p)
139: Flip flops or high heals (Depends actually, but flipflops, mostly (:)
138: Ugly and rich OR Sexy and poor (Looks don't matter! LOL And stare long le most of the times ugly people ain't that ugly (: And ugly means, they won't go round fooling you! (:)
137: Coke or Pepsi (Coke makes me numb ._.)
136: Hillary or Obama (He won. HAHA)
135: Burried or cremated (Cause it's like I might still come alive (LOL), and I have more chance when I'm burried to BE alive hahaha Than cremated, it just sounds, GONE-ish.. )
134: Singing or Dancing
133: Coach or Chanel (It's like more petite (: Or I just think so..)
132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks (Who?!)
131: Small town or Big city
130: Wal-Mart or Target (Wth is Target? ._.)
129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler (Both are good (: But I like Adam more hehe)
128: Manicure or Pedicure (More people look at your fingers, than your toenails you know..)
127: East Coast or West Coast (WAHAHA EAST FTW :DDDD)
126: Your Birthday or Christmas (Christmas is spent, without school.)
125: Chocolate or Flowers (They're eatable :D Haha)
124: Disney or Six Flags
123: Yankees or Red Sox (WHUT? O.O)

Here's What I Think About
122: War: (Refer to Q157)
121: George Bush: Not american.. Don't really care/ know..
120: Gay Marriage: (Refer to Q158)
119: The presidential election: When was the last one anyway? O.o
118: Abortion: Is really up to the woman, isn't it? It's her going through the 9 months and 3months more (for recovery) and so you, whoever, have no right to stop her.. If she wants.
117: MySpace: Is terrible! Blogger's better (:
116: Reality TV: Sometimes is boring..
115: Parents: will forever be your parents. Accept that.
114: Back stabbers: Must have their reasons for doing so.. Reasons which, I for once, fail to see. And thus I usually have this unseen boundary about them from them on. Sorry.
113: Ebay: Has coloful logo.. Hehe.
112: Sex: Seems so interesting in a guy's mind.
111: Work: Never ends.
110: My Neighbors: Are people I never really got to know much.
109: Gas Prices: Are atm, none of my business.
108: Designer Clothes: Are pretty, but mostly not necessary.
107: College: Is where I'll be, in years' time (:
106: Sports: Keeps you fit. And mentally stable-r.
105: My family: Is awesome :D
104: The future: Is wild! xD Haha

Last time I
103: Hugged someone: I don't know o.o
102: Last time you ate: Now ._. Yeah I'm a glutton like that :p Haha
101: Saw someone I haven't seen in awhile: Uhhhh cannot remember..
100: Cried in front of someone: Last friday ._.
99: Went to a movie theater: Last Wednesday..
98: Took a vacation: Last Last Weekend, To M'sia/Cruise :D
97: Swam in a pool: Uhhh, don't know ler..
96: Changed a diaper: LOL Don't think I ever did..
95: Got my nails done: Last Wednesday.. Haha but it's gone now already..
94: Went to a wedding: Don't rmb.
93: Broke a bone: Never did?
92: Got a piercing: Like youngggg. Ear.
91: Broke the law: School law? ALWAYS xD
90: Texted: Just now? ._. Maybe an hour ago. Or longer...

MISC
89: Who makes you laugh the most: Mingwei.
88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: Comfort of Aircon/ Free food (Kinda, for me)/ Laptop/Bed.. Just the whole of home's awesomeness in general (: Hahah.
87: The last movie I saw: Water for Elephants (:
86: The thing that I'm looking forward to the most: Next year, hostel! :D
85: The thing I'm not looking forward to: Stress.
84: People call me: Fiona.
83: The most difficult thing to do is: To accept, To bother.
82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: No....
81: My zodiac sign is: Pig..
80: The first person i talked to today was: Mommy, I think..
79: First time you had a crush: I actually think it was nursery school LOLLOL tsktsk HAHA
78: The one person who I can't hide things from: Tham, Hoi YEW. Damn him.
77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: I can't remember, it's far too common. Haha The way I think, it's too normal :p
76: Right now I am talking to: You, asshole.
75: What are you going to do when you grow up: Psychiatrist? ._.
74: I have/will get a job: Uhhuh...
73: Tomorrow: We're going for outing with school :DDD HEHE
72: Today: Was AHEMATIST ENTHUSIASM FIRST OFFICIAL DAY :D
71: Next Summer: Will be hectic.
70: Next Weekend: Will be over, by next Monday.
69: I have these pets: _______________
68: The worst sound in the world: My alarm clock.
67: The person that makes me cry the most is: Bad grades, that dude, is so terrible ):
66: People that make you happy: Hehe Mingwei, Loo, Wong (yes that douche actually made it on this list), Jiamin, Pin (when's he's happy), Lee, Nicole, Family, ETC shit too many...
65: Last time I cried: Last friday ._.
64: My friends are: My friends. I wonder if we'll still keep in contact, we must! Definitely!
63: My computer is: SO ESSENTIALLLL
62: My School: Is sometimes, I feel, biased.
61: My Car: Isn't mine..
60: I lose all respect for people who: Suck up.
59: The movie I cried at was: Water for Elephants LOLTROLLOL.
58: Your hair color is: You or me? o.o Mine's black.
57: TV shows you watch: None recently. Oh, cartoons every weekend (:
56: Favorite web site: weheartit.com :D
55: Your dream vacation: Outer space.
54: The worst pain I was ever in was: Can't remember. But all pains, are painful.
53: How do you like your steak cooked: Soft, and tender. Idk bout the raw, medium crap.
52: My room is: Shared. The sadness ))):
51: My favorite celebrity is: Keira Knightley :D
50: Where would you like to be: At THAT mansion (which IS mine xD LOL)
49: Do you want children: I don't know... I guess everyone does, in the end.
48: Ever been in love: It's always been one sided, hasn't it? I love my family thou, that's double, I'm quite sure (: Unless even my family hates me, then I'm terrible....
47: Whos your best friend: Stop asking that! You know I hate defining ONE person as someone I like. How would the others feel? Think about that as you ask, repetitively-.-
46: More guy friends or girl friends: Both I guess.
45: One thing that makes you feel great is: Success.
44: One person that you wish you could see right now: None in mind.. Oh, god. If you're there.
43: Do you have a 5 year plan: 2year NUSH, 3 years prolly NUS. My life was already planned ever since I stepped into our Singapore's education system, fyi. It's one way or another.
42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: No.. I'll run out of time with or without my list. In fact, with my list, I'll feel terrible if I die BEFORE completing the list. And I always write ridiculous ambitions which are hard/practically impossible to acheive ):
41: Have you pre-named your children: No...
40: Last person I got mad at: My speech.
39: I would like to move to: OUR mansion on the mountain, with everything and anything we'll ever need to live (Like swimming pool, pool tables, bowling alleys, futsal court, etc :D) and a restaurant in the middle of OUR hugeee mansion :D
I should save this answer, I use it too much LOL Hahah.
38: I wish I was a professional: Blogger. I'd like doing that..

My Favorites
37: Candy: Gummmies xD
36: Vehicle: Jaguar (OMG LAH THAT SEXYYYY JAGUAR AT THE FRONT POUNCING xD)
35: President: Idk.
34: State visited: Perth was pretty (: And nice weather.
33: Cell Phone Provider: Uh?
32: Athlete: Idk. Beckham I guess, his life is pretty awesome. He got invited to royal wedding like #@$%^&*(*&^%$#@@#$%^&*( envious ):
31: Actor: Channing Tatum :DD Hehe.
30: Actress: Keira Knightley! :DD Haha.
29: Singer: Uhm.. Don't really know..
28: Band: FM Static , currently xP
27: Clothing Store: None in general ._.
26: Grocery Store: NTUC/Giant? LOLLLL
25: TV show: Phineas and Ferb :D Or KUZCO but they stopped producing, somewhat ):
24: Movie: Anything Keira Knightley performs in (like those ancient british royal family films ;D) they're all effing touching and awesomeee!! :D Duchess, Pride & Prejudice! ((((:
23: Website: Shizzle you're repeating lah wtmom. weheartit (:
22: Animal: Owl, currently xD They're pretty, and cute. And feathery, but feels furry xD
21: Theme Park: Anything with roller coasters. But w/o anyone inside :D But not haunted! LOL
20: Holiday: I don't know LOL kinda blanking out now.. Tired of this quiz ...
19: Sport to watch: Swimming LOL Haha Or gymnast haha.
18: Sport to play: Futsal/ Netball/ FRISBEE/Vball. But I suck at most.
17: Magazine: Dunno
16: Book: Dk.
15: Day of the week: Saturdays, definitely. (:
14: Beach: Sentosa's pretty enough for me LOL xP Haha. We'll see...
13: Concert Attended: None?
12: Thing to cook: Prefer baking..
11: Food: Satay with onions, rice, cucumber, sauce. Can never get sick of that :D
10: Restaurant: Any with buffet + OYSTERSSS :DDD
9: Radio Station: I think 98.7FM? Although I don't really listen to radios much lah.. lol.
8: Yankee Candle scent: Huh..
7: Perfum: Idk ._.
6: Flower: Don't have a favourite one..
5: Color: I think dirty pink is really pretty (:
4: Talk Show host: Tyra Banks? Don't really know many Talk Show hosts...
3: Comedian: Rowan Atkinson xD
2: Dog Breed: Husky (: Or any hugee dogs :D Hehe.
1: Are you ready for this survey to be over? Yes or no, either way, it ends here :DD Hehe.

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what do you want?
Friday, May 6, 2011 || 11:55:00 PM

Fill out this fun Finish The Sentence Survey and then share it with your friends on facebook, myspace or anywhere else.

My ex... is non- existent O.O

Maybe I should... try to improve where I am now and stop being complacent; Actually put in effort to work for THATMANSION and my future... But I doubt it'd happen soon enough :P

I love... doing absolutely nothing and being lazy :D

People would say that I'm... Irritating and rude; Do not think twice before speaking, ends up hurting like thuns of people but still ever so stubborn (:

I don't understand... Math. Actually the sciences too.

When I wake up in the morning... I stone for at least 5minutes wondering Who am I, What am I doing here, Where am I going and Why do I even need to wake up for. Most of the times I forget where I am, and have done at that moment cause I'm like blur, sometimes I even ask my parents "Wake up for what?!" LOL "School lah", they'd say. And I go "Oh right.. I'm schooling-.-"

I lost... Time.

Life is full of... Conflicts and contrasts.

My past is... blurred and uncertain..

I get annoyed when... people get predictable cause they're just following everyone.

Parties are... vital, but hardly existent in my life.

I wish... I have that mansion on the mountain facing the ocean with everything and anything you'll ever need and want. Most importantly, please let there be a pool (as in both the table and the water pool xD) and a futsal court. And the restaurant in the middle TYVM XD

Dogs... will forever be dogs.

Cats... are whiney.

Tomorrow... is a Saturday..

I have low tolerance..., but who cares? ~!

If I had a million dollars... I'll invest it on buying houses/apartments :p

I'm totally terrified... about wasting my lifetime ending up as something and somewhere I don't like and don't want. And I end up feeling terrible and hating the world...

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LALA
Thursday, April 7, 2011 || 1:26:00 PM

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1. I am so... bored right now

2. Sometimes he... can be so non-existent.

3. Sometimes she can... fly.

4. I wish I could just... get billions of USdollars and get the mansion on the mountain with everything I've ever wanted for my whole life right now.

5. The rain makes me so... sian.

6. I miss... the times we had. Which I don't really know when. Just sounded lkie a catchy cool cliche phrase to use :DD Haha

7. I stare at... YOU O.O

8. Cars driving... cats around. (I'm feeling darn the random, pardon xD)

9. Stars at night are... twinkle twinkly twinkies =D Sometimes I wish we can actually see those movielike night scences whereby stars are bright and prettay :D and shooting stars all over the place!

10. I make wishes when... I see 11:11am/pm :D Or now (: Whenever.

11. I think I can be.... someone better, if I finally find the motivation to bother.

12. I should be more... enthusiastic. Nvermind...

13. I need to... be rich.

14. I have no... more money.

15. I want more.... money.

16. The world makes me... GO CRAZY. who are you, world? where are you, world? what are you and where do you belong to, world? The world is awesome, but ambiguous ._.

17. Strangers are... sometimes nice. But mostly ignorish.....

18. Children can be so... irriating, and insanely CUTE :DD

19. Guys are so... hopeless.

20. Friends sometimes... can get so pissy.

21. My life is... somewhat there but not.

22. I have heard that... there is no end to anything

23. I believe that some... things can change

24. Love can only... be nurtured.

25. My bedroom needs... to be existent

26. Pain is... something that amplifies happiness
(YF: Pain is good)

27. Loss is... something that leaves.
(YF: Loss is better)

28. My job can be... something that gives me 1millionUSdollars a week.

29. I don't like when.... I'm wrong.

30. My least favorite person is... Yong Jen.

31. My dreams... To get the mansion on the mountain :D (In Canada)

32. I have more.... blogs than you! :D

33. Jealousy never... get you anywhere.

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bring me back, to life.
Friday, February 25, 2011 || 11:10:00 PM

Answer to each word according to what you first think of in your mind:

Love
Hearts floating around

Gay
Bunch of guys, together ._.

Ugly
Ugly dude, and I think of Lee criticizing Hema :P

Pretty
Tree, the one in front of the side gate busstop (: I love staring at it at different times of the day whenever we go home. I can never draw nice trees ):

Hot
Coffee, like Cappuccino with those cream drawings on it, and it smells awesome :D

Hungry
A woman starving, like some African, squatting at a corner.

Hospital
Bloody, and everyone's busy trying to save his life.

Grass
Swaying with the wind, and darn long.

Beef
A meal, with red wine along :D

Chicken
Like one whole barbecued chicken on a plate xD

Apple
Crunchy

Glass
The glass cup shatters into smithereens (x

Fire
Flames raging

Smoke
Stinky and cloudy, choking in some way.

Friends
UHM, overrush/blankout.

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when i see your face,
Thursday, February 3, 2011 || 10:06:00 PM

Fill out this fun What is the FIRST thing that comes to mind Survey and then share it with your friends on facebook, myspace or anywhere else.

When someone says Love:
Him.

When you smell cookies:
NEED.TO.EAT xD

When it rains:
Screw this, now I'll be moody...
And it's so darn noisy hitting the roof every second while I'm trying to sleep here?!

When you drink Milk:
Hmm, I should find Oreos or Cereals (:

When you have money:
Why can't money have asexual reproduction....

When it gets dark out:
Sleep time! :D

When it snows:
Coldcoldcold!

When you walk into Wal-Mart:
Iphones are sold in a Supermarket ._.

When you smell Pizza:
FOOOODDD NOMNOMNOM =DD

When you see Fireworks:
Where's the camera?! Hurry hurry..

When you play a game:
Damn, I'm losing again...

When you see the sun:
Futsal.....

When you walk into a hospital:
FOOD. (Heyhey, hospital food are famous okay :D Unique taste de :p)

When you smell a flower:
Bees.

When you taste water:
It lacks flavour... Should have brought Chrysanthemum tea instead..

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Day Ten: One confession.
|| 10:04:00 PM

1. I hate people who know me too well,
I hate the feeling of being known, I hate being seen as typical. But I always feel that.

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Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Wednesday, February 2, 2011 || 11:55:00 PM

Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
(I skipped day7,8 cause I had no reply to those questions :P)

1. :D
It's Chinese New Year people! Be happy! (Although it won't be forever, but still,) ENJOY WHILE YOU CAN :D

2. ._.
Kinda feel like something really bad will happen right after Cny, hahas.

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Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Monday, January 31, 2011 || 12:01:00 AM

1. Daddy,
don't you love your dad? (:

2. Hoi Yew
cause he doesn't care about dead convos hanging there with no endings either :D

3. Vivien
i couldn't have endured primary school's retarded systems without her :D

4. Jiamin
him and his lame jokes :D

5. Chloe
i'll cry for her. younger siblings always mean something in your life (:

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cold smith!
Saturday, January 29, 2011 || 7:19:00 PM

A - Available
to talk to, currently :D so boreddd ):

B - Best Friend
Myself, I hope...
Waitttt, I don't trust myself xD

C - Crush
Hmmm (:

D - Dad's Name
Don't write can? Later he Google his name ah, then find this blogpost ah, then see the link to my blog ah, then read all my posts ah, then uberrr GG zahhhh xD

E - Easiest Person To Talk To
Hoi Yew! I think...

F - Favorite Band
A Rocket to The Moon :D

G - Gummy Bears Or Worms
Worms~ (:

H - Hometown
Singapore :D

I - Instrument
Uhh, UKULELES are cute :p

J - Job
Student? ._.

K - Kids
Are annoying..

L - Longest Car Ride
To Malaysia! I think 6hours? I don't remember.

M - Milk Flavor
Plainnn (:

N - Number Of Siblings
TWO sisters .

O - One Wish
To own the mansion on the mountain with every facility and thing you'll ever ever need to live :D

P - Phobias
... are restrictive :x

Q - Favorite Quote
"Even when a situation seems so personal, even if others insult you directly, it has nothing to do with you. What they say, what they do, and the opinions they give are according to the agreements they have in their own minds. If you do not take it personally, you are immune in the middle of hell."
-The Four Agreements

R - Reason To Smile
YOU :D

S - Song You Last Heard
The Time (Dirty Bit) by the Black Eyed Peas (x

T - Time You Woke Up
10:15am ._.

U - Unknown Fact About Me
I'm a woman.

V - Vegetable
Celery sucks.

W - Worst Habits
Slacking.

X - X-Rays You've Had
Uhh, Idk. Last time was for dental hahahaha

Y - Your Favorite Food
Currently, I want salmon sashimi! :D

Z - Zodiac Sign
Pigggg/Aries, whichever you were referring to (:

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Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
|| 4:23:00 PM

Now this is such a depressing confession...

1. Not joining netball in Primary school.
I mean by, how much time I've wasted in Primary school changing CCAs every year? I could have joined and like, familiarize a few years more! ):

2. Slacking so much.
But I can never help not doing so :p Born slacker ):

3. Eating too much.
I crave for salmon now! Nuhhhhhh

4. Making a facebook account.
Cause I hate facebook... It makes me stalk random women.
Yeah, I realise woman fb profiles are much much more interesting to see xD

5. Not listening in class.
I would have managed to do work independently otherwise! ):

6. Hated/Screamed/Cursed at people at random times.
Sorrry if I hurt you, except wong. Wong totally deserves scoldings (x

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Day Four:Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Friday, January 28, 2011 || 11:57:00 PM

1. Why is she/he like that?
Like I wonder why the heck some people think that way. Why?

2. Fuck You.
Cause I can't say it, and I'll never say it. I only think it, type it, copy it :D I always imagine myself saying it, but I can't SAY it. Don't know why.

3. If I never met you, ("You" as in, a general "You". )
would anything change? I might be just here alone, pathetic. Or maybe I'll be a better me.

4. Maybe I like him?
And then after that I'll go "Nahh.." xD

5. Imagine if I was really close to you. ("You" as in, a general "You". )
And I'll think of all the things we could do, we could be happy....

6. Why am I here?
And I'll start pondering back into pasts and think about the choices that led me where I am, and if anything would even change when I'm gone.

7. What if.....?
All the "What if"s in the world, I think of them (: Possibilities, unlimited.

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Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Thursday, January 27, 2011 || 7:45:00 PM

1. Secure,
like I'll feel no worries whenever around him (:

2. Gifts,
cause they mean so much :D and much more memorable.
and also cause, YES I'm materialistic :D

3. Surprises.
Who could deny feeling surprised? It's happy and impact-ful. You'll remember it for long :DD
And surprises implies initiatives, and initiatives are so important in guys!

4. Caring and helpful,
so I can rely homework on! HAHA

5. Stable,
which thus makes me feel secure :D I think I'm very insecure LOL I worry alot :p
Basically not just some flirt I see around every other woman...

6. Cheerful,
cause Happiness is vital! :D And he'll make me laugh (:

7. (I'm lacking of things to write le) Eh, Tall.
Cause I can't imagine myself with a guy shorter than me.

8. Understanding,
that certain days I just don't feel like bothering about anything, including him.

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Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Wednesday, January 26, 2011 || 9:07:00 PM

1. I get easily pissed,
like especially over Bridge and some incompetent partner (like wong) anyhow bids and drags me into the water. Yes, I get pissed over cards. And I get pissed almost once a day....

2. I have cravings for food every moment,
even when I'm full, I think of what to eat next. And when I am totally stuffed, I'll end up tryig to find sweet drinks to drink. I'm fat and broke, thus.

3. I'm an ultimate sadist.
I don't care about other people's emotions, unless I caused it, then I'll feel hell guilty. Otherwise, whatever you say about someone else ruining your life, it's just dead in me.

4. I secretly like doing homework,
when I can actually do it independently :D I feel accomplished and I don't always feel that in life.

5. I suck at all digital games.
And I admire people who can bother playing games for so long and never feel bored or die in it.

6. I like psychology, and I believe alot in psychicness.
Half of my decisions in my life are purely due to my gut feelings, because I have faith in them :D And sometimes I hope these gut feelings work in examinations..
When I'm happy, it's mostly cause I feel something good is going to happen and not just because something good happened. Vice versa for being moody :P

7. I hate all teachers at least for a moment or so.
And many teachers think I'm rebellious and annoying. And some complain to my parents, and I hate those teachers even more.

8. I classify people alot. I judge people. I study words and expressions people use. I make deductions.
And I mark you.

9. I like blogging.
Cause I feel it's a place I can talk nonstop and you can hate me, but I won't care anyway cause I won't know you're there. But when you stare at me with that i-don't-like-you-face irl, I'll mark you away like in point8, so everything goes back to normal :D

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Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Tuesday, January 25, 2011 || 10:04:00 PM

1. You:
I'm BORED and HIGH. talk to meeeee D:

2. Zhi Yang:
I want the NC16 movie ticket still! :DD

3. Russian:
I'm behind jew.

4. Wonky:
You're a douche, oh and free treat tmr ah! :D

5. Chee:
CHEEEEEEE!

6. Pin:
PINNNNNN!
(addictive screaming names :D)

7. Shree:
YYOUUU womannnn..

8. Loo:
ACT CUTE!

9. Myself:
Calm down... And can't you be a little more muggish?!

10. You (yeah again):
Goodnight :D

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long winded winder.
Sunday, January 23, 2011 || 5:59:00 PM

Instructions: Put your favorite music player on shuffle (Party Shuffle on iTunes) and fill in the names of the songs in the order they show up. Or you could pick your own songs, but that's not as much fun. ;)

Highschool was like:
Grenade by Bruno Mars
"Gave you all I had, and you tossed it in the trash."
It's a sad song, but things like that do happen.
And apparently SO, I have a sad highschool life, for someone ._.
"Yes I would die for you baby, but you won't do the same"

My love of life was inspired by the song:
All I Want For Christmas by Mariah Carey
"I just want you for my own, more than you could ever know.
Make my wish come true, all I want for Christmas, is youuu."
Omgosh, this song ringssss in my brain! At the esplanade they play it over and over! {x
I don't think this song inspired me much, it just made me... Think of Christmas :D

The story of my life is:
-my playlist just hanged, and isn't playing-
-i'm stoning here, waiting, for the story of my life-
Hold my Hand by Michael Jackson
"This life don't last forever, so tell me what we're waiting for?
There's no peace inside, so why make our lives harder by fighting love tonight?
Cause I've been there before, and you've been there before.
But together we can be alright."
I love this song. It's pretty, and catchy (: And somewhat sweet.

My innermost desire is:
Fkin' Perfect by P!nk
"So complicated, look happy, you'll make it!
Filled with so much hatred...such a tired game
It's enough! I've done all I can think of
Chased down all my demons, I've seen you do the same.."
I do hope I can be forever happy.. Sigh, it's hard.
"Oh, pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect?
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing, "
And it's so darn impossible to be perfect, although it's most desired.

My make-out song is:
Gives You Hell by The All-America Rejects
"And truth be told I miss you, and truth be told I'm lying..
When you see my face hope it gives you hell, gives you hell.
When you walk my way hope it gives you hell, gives you hell."
Haha, I sound fierce and mean ._.

My day will be like:
Just A Dream by Nelly
"I was thinking about her, thinking about me, thinking about us, what we gonna be"
I'm emoooo today ): True, I'm thinking of you..
"And now you ain't around, baby I can't think.
Shoulda put it down, shoulda got that ring.
Cause I can still feel it in the air.."

Right now, I feel:
Raise Your Glass by P!nk
"Why so serious?"
Haha, I'm blogging, so I guess. I am slacking :D
"Just come on and come on and raise your glass!"

At my funeral, they'll play:
Coming Home by Diddy- Dirty Money
"I’m coming home, I’m coming home. tell the World I’m coming home.
Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits and they’ve forgiven my mistakes
I’m coming home, I’m coming home, tell the World that I’m coming... "
This is sooo suitable! :DDD I like this song too (x Heh.
"Back where I belong, yeah I never felt so strong
I feel like there’s nothing that I can’t try
And if you with me put your hands high
If you ever lost a light before, this ones for you
And you, the dreams are for you.."
Kinda freaky thou, if I do "come home" and like, awake from the dead xD

What makes me happy is:
Higher by Taio Cruz
LOL Hahahahah even the name says it all xD
"I can't get enough, this is taking me now!
It's taking me higher, higher, higher off the ground!"
Flying would make me happy. Haha..

My parents are like the song:
Teenage Dreams by Glee Club
"I know you get me, so I let my walls come down.."
I love home (: Really, it's so destressful :D

What I did last night was:
Bass Down Low by Dev
"Everyday feel like my birthday"
Other than that line, others are irrelevant :p

To cheer myself up I:
Telephone by Lady Gaga
"Just a second, it's my favourite song they gonna play."
"And I am sick and tired of my phone r-ringing."
I guess, I blast music and dao my phone? Like saturdays (:

My last words will be:
We R Who We Are by Ke$ha
"We'll be forever young" even though I'm dyin soon Hahaha.
But if it's a kidap/ransom situation, it'll be "No you don't wanna mess with us," and hopefully scare the bad guys off xD

Behind my back, my friends think I'm:
Just The Way You Are by Bruno Mars
((:

My best friend is like:
Kush by Dr. Dre
Irrelevant song! Prolly cause I have no absolute best friend and thus this question is Invalid xD

My message to the world has always been:
Fuck You by Cee Lo Green
WHOAAA :DDD Hahaha
"I guess the change in my pocket wasn't enough
And I'm like,
Fuck you! And fuck her too!
I said, if i was richer, I'd still be with yaa"
To world: I wanna be richer! LOL

My favorite thing to do is:
A Year Without Rain by Selena Gomez
There's no actually verb with the "I" in that song, accept for like "I'm missing you so much".
SO, I like emoing. Dang.

My ultimate song for dancing is:
Please Don't Go by Mike Posner (:
There's a beat at least in background :D

Happiness is:
Break Your Heart by Taio Cruz
Hah! Ultimate sadist is me! xD I'm happy breaking hearts LOL
"If you fall for me, I'm not easy to please.
I might tear you apart, told you from the start.
I'm only gonna break break your break break your heart."

My friends see me as:
No Love by Eminem
"Bitch you get no love"
Awwww so sad one! HAHAHAH karma from previous question! xD

When I'm drunk I'll say:
Who Dat Girl by Flo Rida(Feat. Akon)
"I imagine her topless.
She might set off my rocket 10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1"
I'll be lesbian when drunk yo :DD

At my wedding they'll play:
If It's Love by Train
"If it's love, and we decide it's forever, no one else can do it better.
If it's love, and we're two birds of a feather, then the rest is just whenever.
And if I'm addicted to loving you and you're addicted to my love too,
We can be them two birds of a feather, that flock together..
Love, love. "
PERFECT song :DD hahahah OMG i'm loving this quiz (: and this song's pretty too (:
"And when we're older we'll do it all over again."

I'll have a good day if I can just hear:
What The Hell by Avril Lavigne
This song is so damn high!!!! :DDD Starting to like it.
"What.. what... what? What the hell?"
The song's like, without responsibilities :D
"All I want is to mess around and I~ don't really care about,
If you love me, if you hate me."

My birth was like:
No Hands by Waka Flocka Flame
I was a freak! LOLLLL -feels lazy to listen to whole song to type lyrics-

If I got lost on a desert island, I would yell:
In My Head by Jason Derulo
Oh yeahh, I'm only dreaming yup :D It's my hallucination, I'm not lost! xD

My alter-ego is:
Freak The Freak Out by Victorious Cast
:DD I LIKE THIS SONG :DDD FREAKKKKOUT :D
"I scream your name, it always stay the same.
So what I'm gonna do now, is freak the freak out."
Hahaha, idk. My alter ego is freaky? xD
"I'm so sick of it, your attention deficit,
Never listen never listen."
And my alter ego's goddamn stubborn and a snob too! LOL xD

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this is me, swallowing my pride, standing in front of you saying i'm sorry for that night..
Saturday, January 22, 2011 || 10:40:00 PM

Fill in the rest of the sentence with whatever you are thinking

1. I wish I had more....
brains, wealth, luck, looks :p

2. I wish people were....
more kind, friendly, warm, caring, sharing
less competitive, angry, moody, dramatic, bitchy

3. I wish I was ...
a better person, in every way.

4. I wish my friends...
will always be here for me (:

5. I wish for...
world peace, no more global warming, and the mansion on the mountain with everything :D

6. If I had a million dollars I would....
quit school. and start a business or investment xD

7. If I could fly I would....
be famous. the woman with wings. LOL xD

8. I dream of a better....
you.

9. The rain reminds me of....
sadness, and someone sad too somewhere out there.

10. I fear....
rejection, ultimate failure and hatred.

11. Stormy nights are....
awesome to sleep in :DD

12. The sea is like....
taking up alot of space in Earth!

13. Eyes are...
quite awake at the moment (:

14. I cannot stand when....
I am wrong.
(So typical woman's stubborn characteristics xD)

15. A song that reminds me of love is....
Every song? Nowadays every song is related to love.
In fact everything is related to love.. Cause (continue to next question)

16. Love is....
everything. And this big big word no one can find a definite meaning to.
It's too awesome, and yet sometimes evil. It's powerful, these 4 letters.

17. Hate is....
Brutal.

18. Death is....
Inevitable, but so so sad.

19. Flowers are....
For bees.

20. If I could grow....
To be successful, and have the mansion on the moutain, I'll be happy :D

21. I would like....
My wishes to come true !

22. I need more....
Success in life.

23. I wish I had less....
Slackish attitude.

24. I would like to give....
YOU my slackish attitude xD

25. Life is....
-insert any word you are thinking of here-
That's life.

26. My mom is....
The reason I come home happy. I love her dinners :D

27. Poems are...
Sooo pretty (:

29. Life can be so....
Dramatic!

30. Dreams are....
A fragment of your imagination mingled with your hopes and dreams, along with what you experienced, your feelings. Dreams, are where things you never thought could, comes alive :D

I typed that from my brain! :DDD Not copied okay! :p

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at that instant,
Monday, December 20, 2010 || 10:06:00 PM

1 Word Only!!! What is the first thing that pops into your head when you hear these words?

1. Dog
Cat.

2. Cat
Dog.

3. Truck
Cars.

4. Moon
Stars.

5. Sky
Clouds.

6. Hurricane
Wind.

7. Drunk
Water.

8. Pee
Yellow.

9. Poop
Shit.

10. Rabbit
Teeth.

11. Darling
Love.

12. Love
Hearts.

13. Skunk
Stinks.

14. Tree
Leaves.

15. Money
Need.

16. Vacation
Holiday.

17. Monopoly
Fail.

18. Obama
Barack.

19. World
Live.

20. Earth
Dying.

21. Swine Flu
Contagious.

22. Kitchen
Cook.

23. Floor
Slip.

24. Soda
POP.

25. Grass
Green.

26. Boy
Girl.

27. Wart
HUH?

28. Musk
Mask?

29. Gun
Mug. (I DON'T KNOW WHY)

30. People
Human.

31. Sand
Beach.

32. Wind
Fong.

34. Fire
Burn.

35. Mole
Damn.

35. Alaska
Cold?

36. China
Cheena.

37. Islam
There.

38. Pony
Horses.

39. Fake
Real.

40. Friend
Hmm.

41. Sister
Chloe.

42. Bat
Blacko.

43. Barbie
Doll.

44. Slow
Snail.

45. Command
Command ._.

46. Stars
Shiny.

47. Worship
Noone.

48. Church
Cross.

49. Ghost
Casper!

50. Monster
Rawrrr!

51. Silent
Mode.

52. School
NUSH.

53. Desk
Table.

54. Rainbow
Colors.

55. Sleigh
CRASHING.

56. Bunny
Hop!

57. Woman
WOMEN.

58. Man
Gay.

59. Strong
Dude.

60. Flight
Wheee.

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Three words, eight letters.
Thursday, December 2, 2010 || 12:08:00 PM

You can only use 3 words to answer the questions

1. How you are feeling right now:
Sort of neutral (:

2. Plans for tomorrow:
Training, Dental, Slack :D

3. Last time you cried:
was like Tuesday.

4. Something you want:
Him to care.

5. You need a:
Wish right now.

6. The water is:
Vital for life! :D

7. The sun is:
Pretty nice now (:

8. Music makes you:
Think a lot.

9. My body is:
my own problem.

10. My love is:
unknown and vexed.

11. When I hate:
I get pissed.

12. My enemy is:
I don't know :/

13. My room needs:
To be existent.

14. You want to eat:
Cause it's lunchtime! :D

15. You want to kiss:
To feel again.

16. You feel like:
There's something more!

17. Your life is like:
Watching the television.

18. Your bathroom is:
Bluish, and normal (:

19. Your dad is:
Funny, nice, weird.

20. Your mom is:
A great chef :D

21. If you could you would:
Control time forever :D

22. How you look today:
Raggish, Tired, Messy.

23. Shadows are:
Formed by light :D

24. School is:
Starting next month :/

25. A teacher...
Someone who teaches

26. A friend...
Someone who cares (:

27. Your job is...
As a student.

28. You have a lot of...
Aspirations, wishes, dreams.

29. Rainbows are...
Colorful and hopeful.

30. You are as old as...
Half of 30! xD

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I, me, my.
Friday, November 26, 2010 || 9:49:00 AM

I Am..
Fiona Tan An Ting (:

I Want..
The mansion on the mountain with everything I ever need to live (:

I Have..
Family and Friends :D

I Wish..
To get the mansion on the mountain with everything I ever need to live (:

I Hate..
It when I'm wrong.

I Fear..
Criticisms, Rejections!

I Hear..
Music from my earphones playing (:

I Search..
For his love. (That's the first thing that came out of my brain. I blame this song xP)

I Wonder..
If he cares.

I Regret..
Not studying harder in the past.

I Love..
Many things.

I Ache..
For horses being forced to jump over fences for Asian Games.

I Always..
Blog, everyday.

I Usually..
Slack alot.

I Am Not..
A guy, thou behaving like one ler ):

I Dance..
, not.

I Sing..
, not.

I Never..
Get cable tv at home ):

I Rarely..
Read (books).

I Cry..
When I'm sad. (duh)

I Am Not Always..
Blogging (x (Only most of the times :D)

I Lose..
Seconds every moment doing things like these

I'm Confused..
About where I should go when we graduate.

I Need..
A fairy god mother/My own super power :D

I Should..
Be nice.

I Dream..
To get the mansion on the mountain with everything I ever need to live (:

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the sun is so hot, the drinks are so cold.
Monday, November 22, 2010 || 12:45:00 PM

1. I've come to realize that my hair:
is black, and shorttt.

2. I've come to realize that when I talk:
i talk too much :x

3. I’ve come to realize that when I drive:
i don't drive?

4. I've come to realize that all I really need:
is the house with everything i ever need to live on the mountain.

5. I've come to realize that I've lost:
... my blogging skills.

6. I've come to realize that I hate it when:
i face rejection/conflicts/situations.

7. I've come to realize that if I'm drunk:
i'm never drunk (yet)?

8. I've come to realize that money:
is essential :x and i need it. heh (x

9. I've come to realize that when I get old:
i'll still be blogging.

10. I've come to realize that I'll always be:
never contented ):

11. I've come to realize that I have a crush on:
him, yes.. still.

12. I've come to realize that the last time I cried was:
i don't remember.

13. I've come to realize that my cell phone:
is awesome cause it doesn't lag :D

14. I've come to realize that when I wake up in the morning:
i waste another 10mins at least pulling myself out of bed...

15. I've come to realize that before I go to sleep at night I:
think and think and think and think (and suddenly i know!) [-Pinky Dinky Doo]

16. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking about:
what to answer...

17. I've come to realize that my life:
is quite mundane.

18. I've come to realize that my favourite drink is:
milo, coconut juice, sugarcane drink, sprite, f&n grape, apple orange juice, etc. :D

19. I've come to realize that today I will:
be pretty much unproductive except for 3hours of training.

20. I've come to realize that tonight I will:
be blogging.

21. I've come to realize that tomorrow I will:
be in school, then at DBS Auditorium..

22. I've come to realize that I really want to:
get the mansion and live happily ever after (:

23. I've come to realize that the person who is most likely to repost this is:
no one :/

24. I've come to realize relationships are:
complicated, and we should never assume!

25. I've come to realize that love:
overrated.

26. I've come to realize food is:
life :D

27: I've come to realize that this holiday:
will not be productive.

28. I've come to realize heartbreak is:
inevitable.

29. I've come to realize that my sister(s):
are not very similar to me.

30. I've come to realize that crying:
is also known as "leaking water". :D

31. I've come to realize that death:
is mysterious, and such an interesting topic.

32. I've come to realize that if I'm sick:
i'll be able to skip trainings.

33. I've come to realize I'
ve finished this quiz (:

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