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somebody to love.
Tuesday, February 15, 2011 || 8:29:00 PM
When you face difficulty:
1. you think of ways to solve it
2. you do nothing...you look at the bright side of life
3. you quickly solve the problem and then think of a way to take revenge on the person who gave you that problem
4. you throw stuff and bang your head on a wall and blame everyone else for your problems
Total: 3
You wear clothes of which colour:
1. i don't care about the colour as long as it has something witty written on it
2. mostly blue, white. green, ect.
3. Whatever i can find in my closet! im not very choosy
4. black, violet, gray, brown, ect.
Total: 7
The group that you hang out with......
1. NOBODY. Im A Loner
2. just a few of really good friends
3. i dont have a group.. i can talk to anyone and everyone
4. my ultra cool gang.. everyone else can only get a glimpse of me
Total: 10
In your free time you usually......
1. read, eat, chat, the usual
2. sit by myself in a dark room and think about all the mean things people did to me
3. i go around town and explore
4. im always with my group
Total: 11
The column you read in newspapers.......
1. just go through everything and see if theres anything interesting
2. the leisure page... crossword, cartoons and stuff...
3. i don't read newspapers
4. the hot topic.. all about the celebrity scandals to keep myself updated...
Total: 14
If anyone told you that your doing something wrong you....
1. ask for advice from that person and act accordingly
2. you tell them that it doesn't really matter because you don't really care, but you thank him anyway
3. you cooly tell him to mind his own freakin' business
4. you glare at the person...how dare that person tell you that your wrong???
Total: 16
If you see someone making a mistake you...
1. tell them immediately
2. at first you smile then take pity on them and tell them
3. keep your mouth shut...let them figure it out themselves
4. smirk and decide to watch the fun
Total: 18
Analysis:
[7-14] Tit for tat
your the kind of person who has an answer for everything... you always have a retort..you are a witty person that most love to loath... you are good at heart but poke your nose everywhere. some people think your interfereing but others think your great fun! you have a great attitude towards life but need to know where to draw the line.
[15-23] Laugh it off
you are very optimistic. you don't care what others think of you and you like to joke about yourself all the time. you are great company and never have a worry in life... your greatest strength is the ability to laugh at your problems... very few people can do that. some people adore you for this quality while others think your just plain mad! but you don't care what they think of you and your always in your own world.
[24-28] Anger Management problem
whoa! dude! you really need to watch that temper of yours! it will create problems in your life. your the sort of person who is sensitve to negativity and tend to go totaly beserk if things dont happen your way. you sometimes even tend to exaggerate at the problem and instead of handling it logicly, you totaly flip! when you get angry your attitude towards life is negative. you show this side of yourself to everyone but deep down your a kind person... you should show this side of yourself to others so they can think of you as a friend rather than a burden.
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crushed within you.
|| 8:06:00 PM
Check the indicators that you are experiencing:
YELLOW INDICATORS can include conditions that have been present in your life for a long time, even a number of years.
- loss of enjoyment in established activities
- restlessness, fatigue, or a lack of motivation at work
- an increase in irritability or impatience
- a sense of being either wound up or weighed down
- a sense of being overburdened with life and its activities
- a lack of spiritual peace or well-being
- relief fueled by controlling aspects of your personal behavior, including consuming liquids or food
- a fear of expressing strong emotions
- constant anxiety or a vague fear about the future
- a sense of being unappreciated by others
- feelings of martydom, as if you are constantly asked to do others' work
- a pattern of impulsive thinking or rash judgments
- sexual difficulties or a loss of interest in sexual activities
- enjoyment in seeing others' discomfort (LOLLLL :DDDD)
- anger at God for how you feel
- a recurrent pattern of headaches, muscle aches, body pains
- social isolation and distance from family or friends
- a sense of being trapped by the day's activities
- a pattern of pessimistic or critical comments and/or behaviors
- the belief that your best days are behind you and the future holds little promise
- a sense of being left out of life
- a binge on high-calorie foods to feel better
- upon waking, apathy about how the day will turn out (WTBALL PSYCHIC)
- a preference just to do things yourself instead of working with others
- recurring gastrointestinal difficulties
- a sense of being trapped inside your body
- dread of family get-togethers or social gatherings
- the self-perception of being overweight, unattractive, or unlovable
- a sense of being old, discarded, without value
- no motivation to try new activities, contemplate new ideas, or enter into new relationship
Total: 18/30
RED INDICATORS come from the established criteria for clinical depression and, because of their severity can have a much shorter duration.
- a significant change in appetite, lasting longer than two weeks, resulting in either marked weight loss (if not dieting) or weight gain
- recurring disturbances in sleep patterns for longer than two weeks, resulting in difficulty falling and staying asleep or sleeping too much (GOSH I KEEP SLEEPING ALOT MORE IN CLASS NOW):)
- increased agitation or inability to relax for an extended period of time (more than two weeks) (how do you relax now, when there's school! D:)
- fatigue, lethargy, or loss of energy for an extended period of time (more than two weeks)
- sadness, despondency, despair, loneliness, or feelings of worthlessness for an extended period of time (more than two weeks)
- inability to concentrate, focus, or make decisions, recurring over a period of time (more than two weeks)
- recurring thoughts of death or suicide
- plans for a suicide or an attempt at suicide
Total: 6/8
In-total Total: 24/38
Conclusion: I AM DEPRESSED LOLLOL O.O
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Day Two: NINE WHAT'S.
|| 7:56:00 PM
1. What's your mothers name?
Felice..
2. What did you do last weekend?
Saturday: Volunteered at Safari Zoo Run! :D
Sunday: Temple, Reunion Lunch, Math Remedial, Home, Study for BioD Quiz ):
3. What is the most important part of your life?
Food.
4.What would you rather be doing?
Relaxing in that mansion on the mountain with everything and anything you'll ever need and want to live :D
5. What did you last cry over?
Don't ask, it was retarded.
6. What always makes you feel better when you’re upset?
Not talking and..
Going Netball court to shoot, Sweeping the floor (LOL), Doing Art, Blogging, Writing in my (proper) Diary, Eating (:D)... Basically making myself busy till I calm down ._.
7. What’s the most important thing you look for in a significant other?
Security.
8. What are you worried about?
Nothing, currently. Okay fine, I'm worried about Math test this Friday :/
9. What did you have for breakfast?
Hot Dog Bread |:
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I sail Mars and Pluto :D
|| 7:38:00 PM
Which Sailor Moon Character Are You? (I think it's a game/show LOL Idc just for the quiz only)
SAILOR MOON
- You’re a Cancer.
- You’re really quite short for your age (under 4’11” to 5’1”).
- You are a hyperactive person. (at times xD)
- Your weakness is cute boys/girls & junk food.
- You’re very emotional & always seem to be crying over something.
- You have a black cat.
- You hate school, & your least favorite subject is math. (Currently ):)
- You always seem to be late.
- You may be kind & loving, but you are very jealous.
- You try to do good.
Total: 5
SAILOR CHIBI MOON (Wth is a Chibi Moon...)
- You’re the youngest of your group of friends.
- You have/had pink (in your) hair.
- Your hobbies are painting/drawing.
- You have a total sweet tooth.
- Your favorite colors would be red & pink.
- You’re typically childish & stubborn.
- But you can be selfless, kind, trusting, & wise beyond your years.
- You make friends very easily.
- Your mother is very childish/not mother-like.
- You wish you were from the future.
Total: 3
SAILOR MERCURY
- You love school & are quite good at it/You have no least favorite subject.
- You are always stressed out.
- You love the color aquamarine. (It's pretttay((:)
- You’re sign is a Virgo.
- You have/had blue (in your) hair. (:D)
- You are quite shy, & find it hard to make friends.
- You are always very kind & helpful towards everyone.
- Your favorite sport is swimming.
- Your mom is always working.
- You want to be a doctor/nurse when you’re older.
Total: 4
SAILOR VENUS
- You have a white cat.
- Your favorite foods are Japanese foods. (Chawanmushi and Sashimi xD)
- Your favorite colors are red & yellow.
- You love to exercise.
- You are very cheerful person.
- You love singing & want to be a singer when you’re older.
- You’re good at almost any sport.
- You’re an only child.
- Your sign is a Libra.
- You would fake your own death. (LOL cool)
Total: 3
SAILOR MARS
- You have a bad temper.
- You hate learning about more modern history (within the last 100 years). (I hate learning, in general)
- Your dream job is to be a singer or model.
- You have dated someone your friend had a crush on.
- You have a friend you’re always fighting with. (I always piss people off ._.)
- You can run in high heels.
- Your favorite color is red & black.
- You love fortune-telling. (:D)
- You used to be a complete loner, but now you are popular. (still am ):)
- Your sign is an Aries.
Total: 6
SAILOR JUPITER
- You hate airplanes.
- You’re a tomboy, but have a girly side.
- You’ve always been taking care of yourself & are independent.
- You’re very strong-willed.
- You’re a troublemaker, or so people think.
- You’re one of the tallest of your group of friends. (:DDD)
- Your sign is a Sagittarius.
- You have an ex who you’re always thinking about since everything reminds you of
- them.
- You have dated a lot of people.
- You love cooking more than anything.
Total: 3
SAILOR SATURN
- You are by far the shortest of your group of friends.
- Milk disgusts you. (They're niace :D I like goat milk esp xD)
- You enjoy reading more than anything.
- You hate working out because you’re considered weak.
- You’re an only child.
- You have very few friends.
- You’re a Capricorn.
- You’re a very shy person.
- You live with your father.
- You care for others & appreciates sincere friendships.
Total: 2
SAILOR URANUS
- You have short hair, enough to be mistake for a boy.
- You love watching cars race or you race cars.
- Your sign is an Aquarius.
- You’re into the same sex as yourself.
- You’re easily annoyed by people. (Totally....)
- You have a very dry sense of humor.
- You enjoy running (track or cross country).
- You have a girlfriend (or if you’re a boy, boyfriend).
- You love to confuse people.
- You’re a huge flirt.
Total: 3
SAILOR NEPTUNE
- You’re average height for your gender.
- You’re very elegant & lady-like.
- You are into the same sex as yourself.
- You have a girlfriend (or if boy, boyfriend) that you just pretend is a good friend. (pretend.. lol)
- You are very selfless.
- You’re a Pisces.
- Your least favorite food is mushrooms.
- You love music more than anything.
- You have/had green (in your) hair.
- You can play an instrument of some sort.
Total: 2
SAILOR PLUTO
- You’re a Scorpio.
- You want to be a fashion designer when you’re older.
- Your favorite color is dark red.
- You drink green tea. (:D)
- You are not the best at playing music.
- You are quite blunt with your statements.
- You enjoy sewing & cooking.
- You would be considered a loyal friend. (Idk ._.)
- If you could have one superpower, it’d be to tell the future.
- The bug you hate the most are cockroaches. (Lizards aren't bugs.. xD)
Total: 6
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