quizzical.

“life will be better in spring”

catch a cold,

Sunday, February 20, 2011 || 1:21:00 AM

Fill out this fun What does your heart feel like Survey and then share it with your friends on facebook, myspace or anywhere else.

Have you been feelin loved

Uh, sorta ba (:

Have you had the guts to say I love you to anyone and mean it

Yes, I think if I do, I will. I don't want to live in regrets (:

Do you love anyone right now

Don't ask please :/

Do you know anyone who loves you

I guess, but it's kinda pointless.

Do you have a stalker

I don't know O.O

Do you know if you have a stalker

No, I don't know.

Do you like someone who your friends dont approve of

Why do you need approval to like someone? If you do, you do (:

Tell me what you are feeling right now

Uh, kinda happy (: But I know this feeling won't last, by tmr morning, I'll be this mad dog rushing the pile of homework stacked up on my table, literally ):

This survey is all about feelin cause I am a girl what are you

I am a girl too :D If that's what you're asking for..

Your questions are kinda weird you know.. ._.

Do you care for this survey at all or did you want to express your feelings

Uh, I just wanted a survey to do cause leaving the previous one alone looked kinda pathetic on the blog/homepage xD hahaha.

How many times have you felt love

Is it countable?

If you have felt love explain if you can

It's just feeling happy, and safe (: And like life is great, at that moment, I guess.

Pretty cliche.

Love is like a war, easy to begin, hard to end do you agree

Why end? I think it's hard to last, I'll be scared to.

Soo how many people have you felt a strong urge to just jump on them and makeout

LOL hahaha. I do that on nicole xD Or she does it on me....

I feel like crap when i get dumped explain your last dump

I don't get dumped. Cause I wasn't attached :D

For question 15 who and where are you

I am, here, in this room. And I am, waiting.

Labels: onmyself, questions

Day Four: SEVEN WHO’S.

|| 1:18:00 AM

1. Who was the last person you saw?

Freda, who just walked out of the room :P

2. Who was the last person you texted?

Jiamin (:

3. Who was the last person you hungout with?

Shree, Nikki, Qi, Shini, Debb, Tann! :DD

4. Who was the last person to call you?

My mom -.-

5. Who did you last hug?

TANNNN :DDDDD Hahaha

6. Who is the last person who texted you?

Lol, Jiamin lar.

7. Who was the las person you said "i love you" to?

HAHA LOL on my blog, I said I love debb's mom for her cards xD counted right? xD

Labels: onmyself, overdays, questions

quick, use dig!

Saturday, February 19, 2011 || 9:55:00 AM

Who Likes Butt Fudge?

You! xD

YA-HOO!

BOOYAA :DD

So-would you like to throttle the neck of whoever's voice is behind that 'CONGRATULATIONS, YOU WON' b.s. ads online?

Haha, sometimes. But it's okay cause I usually don't hear them ((:

How 'loud' does your stomach need to get before you feed it?

Really louddddd sometimes )): Haha and it rumbles.

In 5 words, describe the person you last were upset with, & why:

Uncertain with what you want.

How many times have you been searched/frisked/stopped by the police?

None ._.

Did it end in handcuffs?

Nope ((: I'm the guai kid :D

Speaking of CUFFS, do you own the 'play' kind?

Uhh nope (: But I remember Zongyao's pencil case has those teeeeny ones, like for your fingers :D damn cool, and cute! Always played with them during chinese last year :P

I'm not going to ask what you use them for-BLACH!:

? o.o What talking you ._.

When you add new pics, who is most likely to comment them right away?

Uh, no one ): Haha. Idk lol

Name something you're extremely anal/picky about people NOT doing in your home or presence:

Not asking and doing things right away -.-

Describe the way you decorate your place for Halloween (or yourself):

We don't celebrate Halloween in Singapore ): Not many that is...

Name a food that you think is over-rated:

Idk, everything at Western Stall in school xD

Are you 'friends' with any of your ex's current partners?

No ._.

REALLY? Or you honestly their friend, or are you simply stalking/spying?

You're balls.

Favorite game/app to play on your FB/MS is:

Hate facebook!

Would you allow a total stranger into your home if their car broke down and they needed a phone?

Depends on their looks LOL

If it's some haggardly person who look like he didn't shower for months, no. xD

Is your hair the same color as it was when you were born? (All dye jobs aside):

Yeah. Blacko (:

Your parents: do they humiliate you? In what way?

Uh, sometimes. Asking too much from people when what I asked for really isn't that important and I was most of the times making a passing statement :/

Have you ever tried to e-mail a celebrity? If so, who, and what did you say?

LOL no... I don't even think they give people their emails... Do they? o.o

Your last job interview: did you bomb it or ace it?

Uh, my last interview was SC one lol. BOMBED. But it's aint a job anyway, so heck! :D

Have you ever accidentally hit someone's vehicle, and then fled the scene?

LOL no.. not yet maybe hahah. I don't drive (:

How about INTENTIONALLY?

LOLLOL I'd remember to try next time ((:

Over-all, how do you think MOST people perceive you? (Not counting the ones who really know you)

I don't really know. I behave really differently in front of many people.

But in front of strangers, when I'm with my friends I think I look kinda bitchy. But if alone I look kinda saddd LOLLOL

Would you say they're accurate perceptions?

I don't know lahhh tsk Haha

Did you pass your driver exam on the first try, or did you have to take it again?

We'll see next time (: If I bother to learn driving LOL I think I won't frankly ahaha

Boy, that's a pisser, isn't it?

Don't know o.o

Is your weather 'bi-polar?

Yes! Singapore's weather has pms! xD

Are you constantly having to refresh your browser page? Why?

Nope ._. Oh, except the stats page for my blog(s) xD

To see the change (if any) in the visitors LOL and to keep me occupied :P

Name someone in your life whom you think has been dealt a REALLY rotten hand in life? BESIDES YOURSELF!

I'll say.. Kinda bad to type their names here LOL ask me personally xD

Do you enjoy scaring little children on Halloween?

LOL I'll like to..

Wow-you are MEAN! HA HA.

Cmon, like you're nice lah! xD

What's the most angry you've ever been in your entire life, what caused it, and how did you react?

Uh, I get angry REAAALLY easily (esp nowadays). But I guess people that cause me to really really throw tandrums and scream/shout/hit (LOL) are like my family xD

Are you aware that gum melts?

No.... o.o They do? O.O

Have you ever Google Earth'd someone's house?

Yes! xD

Who & Why:

My own, cuase it's damn cool to see that dirty roof of ours xD

Which web site would you says has more technical bullshit: FB or MS?

Don't use myspace, so I'll still say facebook. Balls.

And which of these pages did you sign up for FIRST?

^ FB.

Are you a 'scary' person to be around first thing in the morning?

YESYESYESS! I hate having to leave the comfort of my bed and walk out into this dangerous world out here, sometimes left with either too many things or nothing to do ._.

When was the last time you had a 'rolling blackout' (meaning your power flicked off for 2 seonds):

Idk o.o

How would you survive if your power was cut?

Yeah, there's still a phone, and smsing (:

How do you honestly feel about your hometown/the people in it, or your school/classmates?

Singaporeans are nice, mostly (:

Nush people are weird, but nice, but we don't know what we are LOL sometimes i think we're all just waiting to graduate while only the real geniuses get a life.

406-ers are awesome (: But there's all these obvious barriers between us, but sometimes for a moment or two they look kinda nonexistent, but not for long ._.

Name something that happened unexpectedly this week:

Me living past it, is unexpected xD

What's something you'd NEVER complain about!

Having that mansion on the mountain with all facilities and basically everything you'll ever need to live and be entertained :D

What is a 'whore', in your definition, and are you one, or do you know one?

Some bitchy woman and no i hope not. and no i don't think so, unless in tv drama shows LOL

Do you seriously believe in the 2012 theory?

No.... Or I'll have left school now.

IDIOT!

You are!

How did your pets get their name? (Or, kids):

Don't have pets ._. Used to have tortises: Sky, Earth, Mud.

Cause sky was clean, earth was green, and mud was darn dirty xD

Are you afraid of attics/basements?

Uhm, not really.They can be nice (: Like vivien's house's attic is like.. COOL.

WIMP!

You lah balls. Keep screaming random things at me-.-

Who, in your immediate family, is most like you, in looks or personality?

I guess my mom, although I don't like the fact that.

Is it super windy today?

Uh, I don't know LOL

How do you deal with bill collectors when you just don't have the cash to pay 'em?

Uh, I don't deal with them ._.

BLAH. I need to eat now. Bye bye, chumps!

Same, I'm eating the wafels :DDD And I'm watching pokemon!

Team rocket and the good guys are working togetheeer! :D

Wow, James is a rich dude. TSKKK.

Labels: onmyself, questions

be serious!

|| 9:36:00 AM

Fill out this fun Controversial Issues Survey and then share it with your friends on facebook, myspace or anywhere else.

Do you think that gay marriage should be legal?

Yes.. If they are happy, why not?

Do you think that gays should be allowed to seve in the military?

Lol, what's the problem with them being there.........

What do you think about people who don't believe in god?

It's okay, it's just a belief. Like you said, 'believe in' ((:

Are you pro life or pro choice?

Both, depends really. Mostly just pro choice, but once I really don't know what to do, I'll just leave it at pro life (x

Do you think we should test on animals?

I guess, otherwise we'll end up testing on humans. Isn't that worse? o.o

But not overly done I think, like they should really really limit it ba, like only use it when they are really really at their final stage of experiments :p

How do you feel about illegal immigration?

Uh, it's okay. But not so much, and so depressing please ):

They're all so darn smart :/

Do you think it is ethical to do stem cell research?

For scientist yes, for us, unless we're becoming scientist, WHY THE HECK?!! tskk :p

Should they get rid of the death penalty?

No.. They did wrong, and plus the jail would be too packed then ._.

Is torture ever acceptable?

What kinda torture? Oo

Should the government have a say on our diets?

No! What balls is that LOL We deserve to eat what we want! :D

Should the alcoholic drinking age be increased or decreased?

Decreased, cmon! Like a few years more matters :p

and plus not like we really really follow rules at home discreetly :p

Should cigarette smoking be banned?

Yes! So damn stinkyyyy )): But I guess some people can't live without it? ._.

Labels: questions

Day Three: EIGHT HAVE YOU’S.

|| 9:29:00 AM

1. Have you ever liked someone who had a girlfriend/boyfriend?

No..

2. Have you ever had your heartbroken?

Always lol.

3. Have you ever been out of the country?

Well duh..

4. Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?

Yup (: It's these little retarded moments that make this boring life interesting :p

5. Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend?

I guess.. But nothing serious, we're all still nice ((:

6. Have you ever had sex on the beach?

HAVE YOU?? LOL no lah.

7. Have you ever dated someone younger than you?

Nops ._. I already look damn old to find someone of the same age LOL

8. Have you ever read an entire book in one day?

Yeahhh, in primary school.. When I still bothered to read xP

Labels: onmyself, overdays, questions

somebody to love.

Tuesday, February 15, 2011 || 8:29:00 PM

When you face difficulty:
1. you think of ways to solve it

2. you do nothing...you look at the bright side of life

3. you quickly solve the problem and then think of a way to take revenge on the person who gave you that problem

4. you throw stuff and bang your head on a wall and blame everyone else for your problems
Total: 3

You wear clothes of which colour:
1. i don't care about the colour as long as it has something witty written on it

2. mostly blue, white. green, ect.

3. Whatever i can find in my closet! im not very choosy

4. black, violet, gray, brown, ect.

Total: 7

The group that you hang out with......
1. NOBODY. Im A Loner
2. just a few of really good friends

3. i dont have a group.. i can talk to anyone and everyone
4. my ultra cool gang.. everyone else can only get a glimpse of me
Total: 10

In your free time you usually......

1. read, eat, chat, the usual

2. sit by myself in a dark room and think about all the mean things people did to me
3. i go around town and explore
4. im always with my group
Total: 11

The column you read in newspapers.......
1. just go through everything and see if theres anything interesting

2. the leisure page... crossword, cartoons and stuff...
3. i don't read newspapers
4. the hot topic.. all about the celebrity scandals to keep myself updated...
Total: 14

If anyone told you that your doing something wrong you....
1. ask for advice from that person and act accordingly
2. you tell them that it doesn't really matter because you don't really care, but you thank him anyway
3. you cooly tell him to mind his own freakin' business

4. you glare at the person...how dare that person tell you that your wrong???
Total: 16

If you see someone making a mistake you...
1. tell them immediately
2. at first you smile then take pity on them and tell them

3. keep your mouth shut...let them figure it out themselves

4. smirk and decide to watch the fun

Total: 18

Analysis:

[7-14] Tit for tat
your the kind of person who has an answer for everything... you always have a retort..you are a witty person that most love to loath... you are good at heart but poke your nose everywhere. some people think your interfereing but others think your great fun! you have a great attitude towards life but need to know where to draw the line.

[15-23] Laugh it off

you are very optimistic. you don't care what others think of you and you like to joke about yourself all the time. you are great company and never have a worry in life... your greatest strength is the ability to laugh at your problems... very few people can do that. some people adore you for this quality while others think your just plain mad! but you don't care what they think of you and your always in your own world.

[24-28] Anger Management problem

whoa! dude! you really need to watch that temper of yours! it will create problems in your life. your the sort of person who is sensitve to negativity and tend to go totaly beserk if things dont happen your way. you sometimes even tend to exaggerate at the problem and instead of handling it logicly, you totaly flip! when you get angry your attitude towards life is negative. you show this side of yourself to everyone but deep down your a kind person... you should show this side of yourself to others so they can think of you as a friend rather than a burden.

Labels: analysis, onmyself, statements

crushed within you.

|| 8:06:00 PM

Check the indicators that you are experiencing:

YELLOW INDICATORS can include conditions that have been present in your life for a long time, even a number of years.

loss of enjoyment in established activities
restlessness, fatigue, or a lack of motivation at work
an increase in irritability or impatience
a sense of being either wound up or weighed down
a sense of being overburdened with life and its activities
a lack of spiritual peace or well-being
relief fueled by controlling aspects of your personal behavior, including consuming liquids or food
a fear of expressing strong emotions
constant anxiety or a vague fear about the future
a sense of being unappreciated by others
feelings of martydom, as if you are constantly asked to do others' work
a pattern of impulsive thinking or rash judgments
sexual difficulties or a loss of interest in sexual activities
enjoyment in seeing others' discomfort (LOLLLL :DDDD)
anger at God for how you feel
a recurrent pattern of headaches, muscle aches, body pains
social isolation and distance from family or friends
a sense of being trapped by the day's activities
a pattern of pessimistic or critical comments and/or behaviors
the belief that your best days are behind you and the future holds little promise
a sense of being left out of life
a binge on high-calorie foods to feel better
upon waking, apathy about how the day will turn out (WTBALL PSYCHIC)
a preference just to do things yourself instead of working with others
recurring gastrointestinal difficulties
a sense of being trapped inside your body
dread of family get-togethers or social gatherings
the self-perception of being overweight, unattractive, or unlovable
a sense of being old, discarded, without value
no motivation to try new activities, contemplate new ideas, or enter into new relationship

Total: 18/30

RED INDICATORS come from the established criteria for clinical depression and, because of their severity can have a much shorter duration.

a significant change in appetite, lasting longer than two weeks, resulting in either marked weight loss (if not dieting) or weight gain
recurring disturbances in sleep patterns for longer than two weeks, resulting in difficulty falling and staying asleep or sleeping too much (GOSH I KEEP SLEEPING ALOT MORE IN CLASS NOW):)
increased agitation or inability to relax for an extended period of time (more than two weeks) (how do you relax now, when there's school! D:)
fatigue, lethargy, or loss of energy for an extended period of time (more than two weeks)
sadness, despondency, despair, loneliness, or feelings of worthlessness for an extended period of time (more than two weeks)
inability to concentrate, focus, or make decisions, recurring over a period of time (more than two weeks)
recurring thoughts of death or suicide
plans for a suicide or an attempt at suicide

Total: 6/8

In-total Total: 24/38

Conclusion: I AM DEPRESSED LOLLOL O.O

Labels: analysis, onmyself, statements

Day Two: NINE WHAT'S.

|| 7:56:00 PM

1. What's your mothers name?
Felice..

2. What did you do last weekend?
Saturday: Volunteered at Safari Zoo Run! :D
Sunday: Temple, Reunion Lunch, Math Remedial, Home, Study for BioD Quiz ):

3. What is the most important part of your life?
Food.

4.What would you rather be doing?
Relaxing in that mansion on the mountain with everything and anything you'll ever need and want to live :D

5. What did you last cry over?
Don't ask, it was retarded.

6. What always makes you feel better when you’re upset?
Not talking and..
Going Netball court to shoot, Sweeping the floor (LOL), Doing Art, Blogging, Writing in my (proper) Diary, Eating (:D)... Basically making myself busy till I calm down ._.

7. What’s the most important thing you look for in a significant other?
Security.

8. What are you worried about?
Nothing, currently. Okay fine, I'm worried about Math test this Friday :/

9. What did you have for breakfast?
Hot Dog Bread |:

Labels: onmyself, overdays, questions

I sail Mars and Pluto :D

|| 7:38:00 PM

Which Sailor Moon Character Are You? (I think it's a game/show LOL Idc just for the quiz only)

SAILOR MOON

You’re a Cancer.
You’re really quite short for your age (under 4’11” to 5’1”).
You are a hyperactive person. (at times xD)
Your weakness is cute boys/girls & junk food.
You’re very emotional & always seem to be crying over something.
You have a black cat.
You hate school, & your least favorite subject is math. (Currently ):)
You always seem to be late.
You may be kind & loving, but you are very jealous.
You try to do good.

Total: 5

SAILOR CHIBI MOON (Wth is a Chibi Moon...)

You’re the youngest of your group of friends.
You have/had pink (in your) hair.
Your hobbies are painting/drawing.
You have a total sweet tooth.
Your favorite colors would be red & pink.
You’re typically childish & stubborn.
But you can be selfless, kind, trusting, & wise beyond your years.
You make friends very easily.
Your mother is very childish/not mother-like.
You wish you were from the future.

Total: 3

SAILOR MERCURY

You love school & are quite good at it/You have no least favorite subject.
You are always stressed out.
You love the color aquamarine. (It's pretttay((:)
You’re sign is a Virgo.
You have/had blue (in your) hair. (:D)
You are quite shy, & find it hard to make friends.
You are always very kind & helpful towards everyone.
Your favorite sport is swimming.
Your mom is always working.
You want to be a doctor/nurse when you’re older.

Total: 4

SAILOR VENUS

You have a white cat.
Your favorite foods are Japanese foods. (Chawanmushi and Sashimi xD)
Your favorite colors are red & yellow.
You love to exercise.
You are very cheerful person.
You love singing & want to be a singer when you’re older.
You’re good at almost any sport.
You’re an only child.
Your sign is a Libra.
You would fake your own death. (LOL cool)

Total: 3

SAILOR MARS

You have a bad temper.
You hate learning about more modern history (within the last 100 years). (I hate learning, in general)
Your dream job is to be a singer or model.
You have dated someone your friend had a crush on.
You have a friend you’re always fighting with. (I always piss people off ._.)
You can run in high heels.
Your favorite color is red & black.
You love fortune-telling. (:D)
You used to be a complete loner, but now you are popular. (still am ):)
Your sign is an Aries.

Total: 6

SAILOR JUPITER

You hate airplanes.
You’re a tomboy, but have a girly side.
You’ve always been taking care of yourself & are independent.
You’re very strong-willed.
You’re a troublemaker, or so people think.
You’re one of the tallest of your group of friends. (:DDD)
Your sign is a Sagittarius.
You have an ex who you’re always thinking about since everything reminds you of
them.
You have dated a lot of people.
You love cooking more than anything.

Total: 3

SAILOR SATURN

You are by far the shortest of your group of friends.
Milk disgusts you. (They're niace :D I like goat milk esp xD)
You enjoy reading more than anything.
You hate working out because you’re considered weak.
You’re an only child.
You have very few friends.
You’re a Capricorn.
You’re a very shy person.
You live with your father.
You care for others & appreciates sincere friendships.

Total: 2

SAILOR URANUS

You have short hair, enough to be mistake for a boy.
You love watching cars race or you race cars.
Your sign is an Aquarius.
You’re into the same sex as yourself.
You’re easily annoyed by people. (Totally....)
You have a very dry sense of humor.
You enjoy running (track or cross country).
You have a girlfriend (or if you’re a boy, boyfriend).
You love to confuse people.
You’re a huge flirt.

Total: 3

SAILOR NEPTUNE

You’re average height for your gender.
You’re very elegant & lady-like.
You are into the same sex as yourself.
You have a girlfriend (or if boy, boyfriend) that you just pretend is a good friend. (pretend.. lol)
You are very selfless.
You’re a Pisces.
Your least favorite food is mushrooms.
You love music more than anything.
You have/had green (in your) hair.
You can play an instrument of some sort.

Total: 2

SAILOR PLUTO

You’re a Scorpio.
You want to be a fashion designer when you’re older.
Your favorite color is dark red.
You drink green tea. (:D)
You are not the best at playing music.
You are quite blunt with your statements.
You enjoy sewing & cooking.
You would be considered a loyal friend. (Idk ._.)
If you could have one superpower, it’d be to tell the future.
The bug you hate the most are cockroaches. (Lizards aren't bugs.. xD)

Total: 6

Labels: analysis, onmyself, statements

BOOYAAAA RETARDS :D

Monday, February 14, 2011 || 11:09:00 PM

1. When I say moo you say new. MOO!:

(a) New
(b) MOO

2. Pick the word thats spelled wrong:
(a) accommodate
(b) apparent
(c) alot
(d) cemetery

3. BOOM:
(a) CSAGEFTGD
(b) POOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOP
(c) I LIKE BEANS, BUT THEY MAKE ME FART
(d) I LOVE YOU ALOT.
(e) CORRNNNN

4. I THINK YOUR PRETTYYY..............SIKE!:
(a) YOUR MEAN.
(b) YOUR CRAZY.....IM HOT.
(c) YOURRR UGGGGLYYY TOOOOOOOO BOOOO!
(d) CORNNN

5. ICE CREAM MAKES YOU FAT:
(a) I eat it any wayzzz
(b) LOOK .B. YOUR BOTHERING ME.
(c) really? neever knew that
(d) ok... i will STOP eating it. (i eat it every night for dinner) with syrup for drink

6. There are 5 apples in a basket and five people in a room. How can you give an apple to each person in the room and yet leave one apple in the basket?:
(a) you can't, impossible.
(b) i like to be random. RAWr
(c) You give one of them an apple in the basket !!
(d) la..la...la...la..la...la...la......LA...BOO...scared you hahahahaha.

7. hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahaha:
(a) hahahahahah!
(b) THATS SOO FUNNNY
(c) HA HA HA
(d) h a ha h a ha h a ha h a ha h a ha. !!!!

8. your wasting my time...i have a life:
(a)your wasting my time!!!
(b) we wasting each othhers time.
(c) i like apples
(d) spercalifrocisousujfhfi.

Labels: nolinktoanything

i don't cry, i just laugh.

|| 10:44:00 PM

1. Favorite crayon color?

Orange (: Well, that was the first color that came into my brain when I saw the word 'color' :P

2. Should waffles be the National Food of America?

Waffles are nice, with cheese and chocolate, and it must be crispy on the outisde, soft on the inside :D Yesh, it should be the National Food of America :D

3. Do dog barks make you cry?

Why would they? Though sometimes they kinda piss me off. There's this really noisy dog somewhere along my house's lane. And it barks randomly -.-

But always got some random uncle scream at it after a while de, epic uncles xD

4. What are your thoughts about mac and cheese?

I'm thinking about Mcdonald's and Cheese and thus Cheeseburger :D MMM :DD

5. Who is your favorite Sesame Street character?

ERNIE :DD I love watching 'Journey to Ernie' and that random section whereby Ernie pisses Bert off and Bert ends up self owning xDD

6. Ever talked to yourself?

Always.

7. How many points do you have right at the moment?

Points? o.o

8. What mood are you in right now?

Mixed feelings. Kinda happy but worried about this coming week and all.

9. Is your cell phone dead?

Nope, it's right here beside the lappy (=

10. Can peas really talk?

No.. ._.

11. When was the last time you applied deoderant?

Uhm, never? They make me sneeze, like perfumes ._.

12. Ever eaten soap?

Heh, I ever tasted Baby Johnson's soap thing when I was young xD It looked like honey and smells so nice and yummy mah! LOLLOL xD

13. There is no thirteen question, feel free to say what you would like.

I don't know what I am doing anymore. All I know is I tried.

And trying, is good enough, isn't it? Must everything be about success.

What happens after success anyway ._.

14. Do you like fifteen question surveys?

I'm okay with them. As long as the questions are different (((:

15. What are your thoughts on Spongebob Squarepants?

He brings smiles and laughter into my life :D

Labels: onmyself, questions

Day One: TEN HOW'S.

|| 10:30:00 PM

1. How did you get one of your scars?

There's one tiny one on my left arm which I got scarrrred by a primary school friend with a penknife he was playing with -.- there was one period of time every guy in school brings penknife to school LOL xD haha. suaysuay.

2. How did you celebrate your last birthday?

Nothing much, it was a Saturday I think. Oh I remember Nikki made cupcakes with my name one it :DD And uh, my family went to some Japanese restaurant to celebrate (:

3. How are you feeling at this moment?

Dreadful, I don't know. I always just want nights to last forever (:

But they always past the quickest.

"I wish I can have this moment for life, for life. Cause in this moment I just feel so alive, alive."

-Moment 4 Life by Nicki Minaj (:

4. How did your night go last night?

It was wasted with me studying for biology quiz, which required not so much of studying actually ):

5. How did you do in high school?

I'm still here, struggling. I kinda hate NUSH now, the only reason making me go school is purely cause "I have to..". Everyone's too busy, myself included :/

6. How did you get the shirt you're wearing?

Geeze, it's a reaaaally old shirt. Prolly like since P3 LOL. I don't remember! :p

7. How often do you see ur best friend?

I don't think I have one..

8. How much money did you spend last month?

Not much loh! It was school mah (: Idk, just on food ba. Oh, and CNY clothes LOL! xD

9. How old do you want to be when you get married?

I don't know about marriage at this point of time. But I like marrying young.

10. How old will you be at your next birthday?

Sixteen (:

Labels: onmyself, overdays, questions

it's the time of the day, again.

|| 10:05:00 PM

MORNING:

I usually wake up at 5, 6, or 7. [School ):]

No, I actually wake up whenever I want to.
My parents are always up when I am.
Breakfast is my favorite meal of the day.
I usually grab some kind of quick something to eat.
Mmm, Burger King Breakfast!
I hate waking up early. It sucks so bad.
Actually, I don’t mind it.
I think that the way your morning goes, determines the rest of your day.

AFTERNOON:
The afternoon is my favorite time of day.
But, I’m usually in school at this time.
No I’m actually at work at this time.
But I’d rather be at home taking a nap.
Lunch is my favorite meal of the day.
I usually have a sandwich for lunch.
Or something else that’s easy to make and clean-up.
When I get home from school, I do my homework right away.
No, I go hangout with my friends first. [We just have school all the way ._.]

EVENING:
Me and my family eat dinner around 5:30-7.
No, Actually we eat past 8.
I know it’s not good to eat so late, but what can I do about it?
This is my favorite time of day.
I love how I just get to relax.
I watch alot of TV at this time.
And I play alot of video games now too.
I have to be in bed at 10.
What?! I’m too old to have a bedtime.
I always talk on the phone with someone before I go to sleep.
When I’m laying in bed, I like to think about my day.

Labels: onmyself, statements

The Unique Fatso Survey!

Friday, February 11, 2011 || 11:01:00 PM

1. What is the most you have eaten in one day?

Like a cow, or was the saying "I could eat a horse.. "

2. Have you ever eaten so much you felt like you were going to explode?

YES buffets are like suicidal like that! And actually, even right at home, when my mom gets into her cooking frenzy: GG LAH. Full like mhad xD

3. Have you ever gone on a diet?

Yes! (refer to next question)

4. Have you ever gained weight after going on a diet?

Yes! Cause it was a meatdiet LOL tioscam.

5. What is your favorite fatty food?

Chicken wings/ Seaweed chicken/ Chicken nuggets. CHICKENS RULEZX :D

6. What's your favorite ice cream?

Cookie Dough! From B&J's :D

7. Have you ever eaten the infamous Elvis peanut butter and banana sandwich?

Infamous lol.. No ._. haha

8. What's your favorite candy?

Candycanes (: Are gummies/chocolates counted as candies? o.o

9. How many servings of soda do you have per day?

Taking sodas to be just any sweet drinks, infinity.

10. Do you have TS? (Two stomachs)

Perhaps... I have split personality anyway! :D Haha need 2 stomaches to fuel the 2 brains! xD

11. Has anyone ever called you a fat ass?

Yeah LOL FTAT= FATT :D

12. What is your favorite fast food joint?

I swear it used to be KFC, until recently their standards dropped wayyy low it became so disappointing ): I think it'll be Subway or OldChangKee LOL (:

13. What do you usually order at McDonald's?

Double Cheeseburger Meal (For meal times)/ Mcflurry or Greentea (For random times)

14. How many tacos can you eat at Taco Bell?

What's Taco Bell O.O

15. Have you ever eaten more than 1 dinner?

Duh lah! Always happens one...

Especially going overseas! Eat at home, eat at airport, at on plane ._. hahahas.

16. Do you have a double chin?

Sorta, when I look down loh :p Heh.

17. Are your arms fabulous, or flabulous?

Flabulous! Hehe.

18. Who is the fattest person you know?

Faiz ._. Soorrry :/

19. How much do you weigh?

*Leaves to weigh* It was like in between 56kg- 57kg ._.

20. How tall are you?

168-169cm :p

21. Do you think you are fat?

Duh, women. Haha.

22. Do you hate when you see fat girls in tight clothes?

Abit, I don't understand why they still wear tight clothes ._. I always stare at their layers, sorry. I stare and observe strangers alot by the way :P

23. Would you rather have two stomachs, or a double chin?

NEITHER. Both sounds freaky.

24. Do you like twinkies?

What's that.

25. Last time you ate one?

-Non existent-

26. Is fat a genetic gene passed to children?

For some ba.. But mostly still can control one loh.

27. Have you ever blamed your parents for your weight problem?

Not really, they were both sticks at my age LOL

I blame Singapore's society for being too good LOL Too much food around le zah! xD

28. Last time you ran?

Today geeze, training.

29. Last time you exercised?

.... Today larzx -.o

30. Last time you exercised for longer than 5 minutes?

._. Today, dude.

31. Do you participate in sports?

Yes..

32. Do you eat chips?

Yup (: It's nice mah!

33. Do you think that because it says 'fat free', you can eat as much as you want?

No, I think "Anyway I can't eat as much in the future when my metabolism slows down, eat now lah!" :D Hahaha

34. Most weight you have ever lost?

5kg o.o I think I was sick then ba...

35. Most amount of weight you have ever put on in a month?

Prolly 5kg too. My weight is unstable one :p

36. How many hours a day do you watch TV or play video games?

I don't play video games, and I really hardly watch TV anymore..

37. Are you single?

Yeah..

38. Do you think fat people have a hard time finding love?

No.. Many of them seem to still find people..

39. Do fat people disgust you?

Abit.. Slightly fat still okay lah. And mostly it's fat strangers that digust me.

Fat people that I know are okay de (x

40. Have you ever made fun of someone who was overweight?

Yesh, Huang. LOL sorry hahaha. Year1-2 jokes :p

Labels: onmyself, onsometopic, questions

all i know.

Friday, February 4, 2011 || 10:29:00 PM

i have a lot of different thoughts and shit going through my head right now.
fully being aware about something doesn’t really change my decisions, even if it really should.
i’m in one of those moods right now where i just don’t want to be around anyone at all.
currently i’m freaked out because i have no idea what i’m doing at all with my life from here.
insignificant things seem to have a really huge impact on me.
my most favorite time to be in the pool is either really late at night or when it’s really hot out.
i am/have had a job working for my parents or a family relative before.
for the most part, i really don’t think i am anything that people think that i am.
i have a hard time letting things go, and forgiving, it takes a lot more effort for me to do so. (as in, i forgive. but i find myself remembering that incident at you forever, and if you piss me off again i'll pull that incident out to hate you double :p)
someone who has meant a lot to me before i think after this past week that they finally just used up their last chance of being in my life again.
i actually don’t know how i feel about my username for this site anymore, but i don’t see myself actually changing it.
i use my cellular more often than an actual camera when taking pictures. only ‘cause i don’t own my own camera anymore.
i have a habit of fucking shit up for myself.
and here comes all the feelings catching up to me that i really was trying so hard to not acknowledge let alone deal with.
someone has hurt my feelings today but they have no idea that they’ve done so.
everything in my life is changing all at once, it’s seriously happening a lot faster than i anticipated.
i’m waiting for the day that i am completely over everything that had happened.
i tend to accidently call people without meaning to a lot. (er, accidentally press in my pocket when i sit or something mah xP)
humidity is something that i would be fine with not having to deal with in my life. k thanks.
my favorite pages to read are the ones with the LOL JK part in them i think those ones are halarious.
i get distracted and lose focus on things really easily, it’s kind of badd.
i’m really sorry for the hurt that i have and will cause on the people who mean the world to me.
if i have to wake up early for something i have to set multiple alarms, because one sure as hell won’t wake me up.
i’m not even gonna lie i’m a really sore loser at games. haha.
a lot of the time i don’t say things outloud and i keep things to my self.
i’m constantly daydreaming about something, i swear. i have them more than regular dreams at night.
i watch the series Army Wives every week, or at least try to.
someone in my family blows everything that happens to them out of proportion just for the attention it gets them.
that type of shit pisses me off so damn much.
i don’t live in a neighborhood community or anything like that, my house with some others is on the side of a road.
i fucking love cookout/grill foods.
i’m one of those people who take the yearly week vacation to the beach that is close by.
the idea of growing up and everything it entails is really terrifying to me now.
i avoid emotional goodbyes at all costs.
i feel like i’m waiting for something that might never happen, which is one of the worst feelings ever.
i really miss little things that came along with someone who used to be in my life, but i don’t miss them. (i just want to have fun again, without commitments(:)
i don’t think i could ever do a hairstyle that would involve me having full bangs cut straight across. that shit would drive me crazy.
i love when an ordinary night/day is changed to amazing by something unexpected happening.
i love going to the local fairs and carnivals when they are happening.
my family is what matters most to me in my entire life.
i’ve been that girl who made a guy she was with her entire life to the point where i didn’t know who i was without him.
^ i know better now. and will never let it get that far again.
dear people on my facebook friends list, i feel the need to thank you all for always playing the state the obvious game with your statuses. you can shut the fuck up now.
i really actually like pastel colors, i think they’re pretty.
if i’m wearing something nice and happen to be eating you need to get me a full length bip cause then, and only then, will i be a messy motherfucker.
i’m so tired of the way people have been talking to me recently. (CAUSE NO ONE IS TALKING TO ME)): you know i didnt send any sms out today ):)
it gets really old quick when someone does the same thing multiple times, shit is usually only funny the first time.
if i don’t recognize a phone number i more than likely won’t answer the phone call.
i cannot stand when people will talk about somebody else, when they are nowhere even close to being a better person than they are.
Outback Steakhouses cheesey fries are the shiiiiiit.
i’m currently waiting for something to arrive that i had ordered online.
any money that i get from anytime on for the next few weeks or more i’m saving for something.
there is someone who i’ve had really strong feeling for before but things had a way of never working out for us.
the only time that i really only give short answers in a text is when i’m upset with you or just in general.
i think a guy in uniform is really really attractive:] (nerds ftw! :D)
i’ve never been huge into playing sports.
the only gaming system that i use is the wii, i love that shit.
i have plans for memorial day. which is going to a few different cook outs.
i have a lot of family that is out of state.
^ and i love when i get to go visit them.
i have to keep my fan on because my room gets too fucking hot if i turn it off for any amount of time.
one of my parents is out of state traveling right now.
strapless bras are really awkward and uncomfortable..i don’t like wearing them much.
i’m a big fan of breakfast food restaurants. (FOOOOD)
there always seems to be something that makes things not work out when i find potential in a member of the opposite sex.
i really can’t stand pettiness at all.
i don’t even know why but every little thing has been annoying me today.
i’m not someone who can even hide my emotions, they pour out of me.
i already have a tan, and i haven’t even laid out or anything to try for it.
i love lazy days a little too much.
one of my really good friends everytime i’m with her we are always laughing and having a good time. i love it.
i really love spontaneous gestures and things like that.
the way that i know when i’m getting tired is how heavy my eyes start feeling to me.
for me there are some things where there is no middle ground.
i’m not really simple at all, i’m complicated and i’m a lot to handle. (idk, i don't know what i am)
i feel as though i go off of the vibes other people have and it sets the tone for how i will be kind of.
i think that if i don’t tell you, that i will regret it a lot.
i could really use a wish right now…

Labels: onmyself, statements

born to get wild

|| 10:16:00 PM

Fill out this fun A Little Bit Of Honesty Survey and then share it with your friends on facebook, myspace or anywhere else.

Did you ever see a booger on someone's face and specifically choose not to tell them?

Yes.. But most of the times I'll say de loh (:

Do you secretely hope that a specific relative will die?

LOL At times... for reasons so jian I refuse to tell you... Geeze, I'm so terrible ._.

Do you know you have mold growing in the refrigerator and do nothing about it?

Idk, there is? o.o

Have you ever been attracted to someone very unattractive?

Yes, why not. And what's defined as 'unattractive' anyway...

Would you prefer to sleep with your dog than anyone else?

I don't have a dog...

Would you eat a cow eye for a price?

Uhm, if it's seasoned and fried and yummy and nice, and I get payed a really high price (like 10billionS$), why not?? xD

If the walls could talk, what would they say about you?

"Stop talking to me, woman. I don't really care about your life you know."

Do you secretly pick your scabs?

Unknowingly, yes! Although I keep telling others not to cause it's bad :p

What would your best friend be surprised to know about you?

That I hate her? LOL ahaha That'll be surpising mah! Idk lah o.o

Do you think male and females can be friends?

You sexist lah! Of course.

What technological device could you not live without?

Laptop! With internet of course ((:

If you could have been born in any year, what year would it have been?

The same year, 1995!! :D 1995 people are geniuses okay :DD

Would you like to be famous?

Well, if I'm famous for having the largest house in the world with a themepark built in and anything you can even think of and want to have on top of a mountain, YESH :DD

Have you ever drank pickle juice straight from the jar?

I don't drink pickle juice..

Do you lie about your weight?

Nops. Haha, I don't care le lah! ):

Labels: onmyself, questions

when i see your face,

Thursday, February 3, 2011 || 10:06:00 PM

Fill out this fun What is the FIRST thing that comes to mind Survey and then share it with your friends on facebook, myspace or anywhere else.

When someone says Love:

Him.

When you smell cookies:

NEED.TO.EAT xD

When it rains:

Screw this, now I'll be moody...

And it's so darn noisy hitting the roof every second while I'm trying to sleep here?!

When you drink Milk:

Hmm, I should find Oreos or Cereals (:

When you have money:

Why can't money have asexual reproduction....

When it gets dark out:

Sleep time! :D

When it snows:

Coldcoldcold!

When you walk into Wal-Mart:

Iphones are sold in a Supermarket ._.

When you smell Pizza:

FOOOODDD NOMNOMNOM =DD

When you see Fireworks:

Where's the camera?! Hurry hurry..

When you play a game:

Damn, I'm losing again...

When you see the sun:

Futsal.....

When you walk into a hospital:

FOOD. (Heyhey, hospital food are famous okay :D Unique taste de :p)

When you smell a flower:

Bees.

When you taste water:

It lacks flavour... Should have brought Chrysanthemum tea instead..

Labels: completingsentences, onmyself

Day Ten: One confession.

|| 10:04:00 PM

1. I hate people who know me too well,

I hate the feeling of being known, I hate being seen as typical. But I always feel that.

Labels: completingsentences, onmyself, overdays

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.

Wednesday, February 2, 2011 || 11:55:00 PM

Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.

(I skipped day7,8 cause I had no reply to those questions :P)

1. :D

It's Chinese New Year people! Be happy! (Although it won't be forever, but still,) ENJOY WHILE YOU CAN :D

2. ._.

Kinda feel like something really bad will happen right after Cny, hahas.

Labels: completingsentences, onmyself, overdays

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)

Monday, January 31, 2011 || 12:01:00 AM

1. Daddy,

don't you love your dad? (:

2. Hoi Yew

cause he doesn't care about dead convos hanging there with no endings either :D

3. Vivien

i couldn't have endured primary school's retarded systems without her :D

4. Jiamin

him and his lame jokes :D

5. Chloe

i'll cry for her. younger siblings always mean something in your life (:

Labels: completingsentences, onothers, overdays

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