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i can't tell you everything:
Saturday, March 26, 2011 || 10:12:00 PM
001. What is Your Name?
Fiona
002. How old are you?
15 going 16.
003. What is the link to your website, blog, or myspace?
004. Gender?
Female.
Your Top 8 Myspace friends (in no particular order)
005. 1- Nicole
006. 2- Wonky
007. 3- Wanqi
008. 4- Aisyah
009. 5- Pinny
010. 6- Dion
011. 7- CHEEEE
012. 8- Jiamin
Questions:
013. How did you meet 3? (Wanqi)
NUSH Netball? Hmmm
014. Would 2 and 5 make a good couple? (Wonky & Pinny)
Yeah, a very gay one (: But seriously, yes! =D
015. Would you ever kiss 7? (CHEEEEE)
LOL No? Unless like "otherwise someone dies" or something...
016. Do you love 4? (Aisyah)
Uhhh that sounds really les and thus wrong.
017. How did you meet 4? (Aisyah)
Netball also, but then she quit. So only really knew her again in 06 (:
018. Is 5 nice? (Pinny)
I guess. Most of the times (:
019. Is 7 in a relationship? (CHEEEEE)
Prolly not? Lol. Unless CHEECHEE hiding ohmywhoaaaa xD
020. Have you kissed 1? (Nicole)
o.o Have I? xD I don't remember but possibly! LOL xD
021. Who makes you smile?
Like everyoneee! ((: Except wanqi and aish LOL SORRYYY xP
022. Who are you closest to?
Uh, define close. Aiya, but I guess Nicole, Wong, Pin ba (:
023. Who do you wish to be closer to?
Hmm
024. When was the last time you saw 4? (Aish)
This quiz is biased to '4' lols xP ........ Uhm, school. Ytd.
025. Do you see 3 a lot? (Wanqi)
Quite ba, but not the most :P
026. Does 7 love you? (CHEEEEE)
Nooooo I swear it's N only.
027. Describe 4 in 3 words? (Aish)
Malay, Skinny,Korean. xP
028. What was the best time you had with 2? (Wonky)
Most recent (aka the only one i can remember) is ytd with everyone else playing BALLS and having FUNFUNFUNFUN on a FRIDAY night loH! :D xD
029. Who is the loudest?
That's tough. I don't think....Prolly Pin :P
030. Do you know when 6's birthday is? (Dion)
Somewhere on Jan, that 16 dude xP
031. Does 7 live close? (CHEEEE)
Close Wong :P
032. Which one(s) have you hooked up with?
Uhm none?
033. Do you wanna kiss 4? (Aish)
No...._.
034. Who on your top 8 do you spend the most time with?
Uh, I think Wong since our breaks are similar and his class is right ouside/beside mine and then he msns till late so yeah, should be xD hahaha.
035. Would you go out with 5? (Pinny)
Why not xD
036. Would you do ANYTHING to make 2 happy? (Wonky)
NOOOOO I WON"T KICK MYSELF OUT TO LET HIM PLAY BRIDGE xD
037. How old is 1? (Nicole)
3 years old xP
038. Who do you think about the most?
Idk, really :/
039. Whats your relationship with 6 (Dion)
Friends? LOL
040. Tell us a funny memorie between you and number 8.
Non-existent. I swearrrr
041. Tell us about number 7. (CHEEEEE)
Useful in all foods :D LyCHEEE, CHEEEEse(balls)(cakes)(sticks)(muffins)(bread)(etc), CHEE cheong fan, CHEEEli, CHEEEEries, ETCHEE. xP imma obsesssed.
042. Who have you vacationed with, if any? Where?
None ))): WE MUST NEXT TIME OKAYYY
043. How old is the oldest? (Dion)
16 yrs.
044. How old is the youngest? (Nicole)
3 yrs. (: ... maybe 3days lah LOL xD
045. Have you ever been really pissed off at any of them?
Always lah. I'm always pissed.
046. Do you love any of them?
But I love all of them (:
047. Why is #1 in that spot?
Cause she's tanN! :D
048. 2 comes over to your house and tells you they love you, what do you do? (Wonky)
"Okay now treat me 100times TYVM"
and he here le, might as well call chee and lee or soemthing let's play bridge (: xD
049. All of the people in your top 8 are in one room, what is going on?
Wanqi, Wonky, Pin, Dion, Chee, Jm together, prolly playing cards or inventing new weird games LOL xD. And aisyah's at a corner. Then Nicole mightttt be with cardsgroup, then I'll join so we have 8people in total to 开2 bridging 桌.
But aisyah's still there. sadly. so i might just join her.
050. Which one have you known the longest? How long?
All samesame ba.
051. Do you/have you ever gone to school with any of them?
LOL lousy question, yeah all of them in fact :D
052. How many do you know only because of myspace?
None? Lol. No one uses myspace oh yeahhh blogger rocks cause google is awesome :DDD
Labels: onmyself, questions
Day Ten: ONE LAST QUESTION.
|| 10:11:00 PM
1. Are you happy with your life right now? Happy yes, but it can be better. Alot better. (: Cause humans are never contented :D
Labels: onmyself, overdays, questions
Day Nine: TWO WOULD-YOU-EVER’S.
Wednesday, March 23, 2011 || 9:23:00 PM
1. Would you ever get back together with any of your ex’s if they asked you?
They're non existent ._.
2. Would you ever shave your head to save someone you love?
Duh, wigs are okay to hold up and hair grows back! ((:
Labels: onmyself, overdays, questions
And it takes my breath away.
Tuesday, March 22, 2011 || 8:03:00 PM
Fill out this fun 15 Do You Believe Questions Survey and then share it with your friends on facebook, myspace or anywhere else.
Do you believe in Bigfoot?
Uhm.. Not really.
Have you seen Bigfoot?
Nooo.. Though guys do have kinda big feet x.o
Do you believe in Aliens?
Yeeyewwwyeeee.. Yes, kinda. Very probable since space is so darn huge and there's like so many darn systems out there. There's bound to be one that so happens to be just right distance from the sun (like Earth) and then have life (like Earth!) again right! xP
Do you think you have ever seen an Alien?
Nope ._. Cartoons? :P
Do you believe in Ghosts?
ABIT. The Chinese 七月 thing alwaysss freaks me out one way or another! ):
Have you ever seen a Ghost?
No lar. In my dreams, or in horror movies O.O
Have you ever been afraid of the dark?
Amazingly, when I was young wasn't afraid one lah. Then like pschool onwards idk what happened, but was super scared of dark till secondary.
But now, I love the dark. Dark = Sleeeeeep :DDD
Would you be afraid if you came face to face with a ghost?
If it was Casper (HEH), nope :P Sooo cute! But if those human ones noowayyy I'll like faint or freak out and scream and run into walls and bang and end up still fainting or smth LOL xD
Did you ever think you saw the boogie man?
Who. Is. That. O.o
Do you believe there are huge birds that can pick up a small child?
Eagles? I guess yes. Like small childs, like babies :P
Are you afraid of clowns?
YES. I was scared of Mcdonald clown dude in Nursery/Kindergarten. Cause there was this clipper thing we had with his gay scary smile on it... Super freaky. I can still clearly remember how it looked and sounds like... How can they make toys for KIDS with such scary faces?!
Do you believe in zombies?
Uhh, I thought they were the same as ghosts.
Would you become a ghost if you had a choice?
I wanna be both Human and Ghost, like Danny Phantom/n :D Hehe. So cool.
Do you think there were Dragons?
Were.. Yes. xD
Would you like to have a Dragon if you could?
DUH EEE SO CUTE AND COOL LOH. But if you piss him/her off, ggfied. Instant death xD
Labels: onmyself, onsometopic, questions
I'm a very bad influence, apparently.
|| 7:42:00 PM
Before you start, tag 15 people. (- IGNORES -) Now start. . .
1. smoked.
2. consumed alcohol.
3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
5. kissed someone of the same sex.
6. had sex.
7. had someone in your room other than family.
8. watched porn.
9. bought porn.
10. tried drugs. (medicine? o.o andand CANDIES :DD hahaha)
MY TOTAL: 6
1. taken painkillers.
2. taken someone else's prescription medicine. (family people de loh..)
3. lied to your parents. (it's normal to! :P)
4. lied to a friend.
5. snuck out of the house. (to buy tidbits cause i was craving LOL piggo! xP)
6. done something illegal. (bubblegums! or like play cards in class LOLLOL xD)
7. felt hurt.
8. hurt someone.
9. wished someone to die.
10. seen someone die.
MY TOTAL: 16
1. missed curfew. (no curfew? :D not really at least :D)
2. stayed out all night.
3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself. (buy me B&J's and I'll try for you :D Hahas)
4. been to a therapist.
7. received a ticket. (Odyssey ticket?? XD Heh -lame-)
5. been to rehab.
6. dyed your hair.
8. been in an accident.
9. been to a club.
10. been to a bar.
MY TOTAL: 18
1. been to a wild party. (We're all sane, sadly ):)
2. been to a Mardi Gras parade.
3. drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night.
4. had a spring break in Florida.
5. sniffed anything. (I sniff the stinky paint of the lift in block B :P)
6. wore black nail polish.
7. wore arm bands.
8. wore t-shirts with band names.
9. listened to rap.
10. owned a 50 Cent CD.
MY TOTAL: 21
1. dressed gothic.
2. dressed girly. (emphasis: DRESSED. meaning fake one LOL)
3. dressed punk.
4. dressed grunge.
5. stole something.(steal food! :D)
6. been too drunk to remember anything.
7. blacked out. (Sometimes I hope I do :P)
8. fainted. (Similarly, I want to try fainting LOL)
9. had a crush on a neighbour. (I don't... know my neighbours.. well.)
MY TOTAL: 23
1. had a crush on a friend. (Duh. Betcha do too :P)
2. been to a concert.
3. dry-humped someone.
4. been called a slut. (I don't.. think so. 'Violent', yes xD)
5. called someone a slut.
6. installed speakers in your car.
7. broken a mirror. (Yeah, sad 7 years I'm facing currently ):)
8. showered at someone of the opposites sex's house.
9. brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush. (Sisters' loh :P)
MY TOTAL: 29
1. consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper. (Sorta...)
2. seen an R-rated movie in theater.
3. cruised the mall.
4. skipped school. (CAUSE I was sick mah :D)
5. had surgery.
6. had an injury.
7. gone to court. (Netball.. Court! XD I feel so lame today)
8. walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping. (Parents do that! :P)
9. caught something on fire.
10. lied about your age. (You know when they do that "Only above 12 can blahblah" thing? You have to lie to get through mah xD Haha. Like pool LOL Hehe cheaters :P)
MY TOTAL: 36
1. owned/rented an apartment/house.
2. broke the law in the police's presence.
3. made out with someone who had a gf/bf.
4. got in trouble with the police.
5. talked to a stranger.
6. hugged a stranger.
7. kissed a stranger.
8. rode in the car with a stranger.
9. been harassed.(Netball games always make me feel so.. Violated! People anyhow touch one! xD)
10. been verbally harassed. (I hate it.)
MY TOTAL: 39
1. met face-to-face with someone you met online.
2. stayed online for 5+ hours straight.
3. talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight. (Pri school times! (((:)
4. watched TV for 5 hours straight. (Pri school times! ):)
5. been to a fair.
6. been called a bad influence. (NO LAH I SO GUAI =DD Hahas)
7. drink and drive.
8. prank-called someone. (Year 1 & 2 times!! ):)
9. laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.
10. cheated on a test.
MY TOTAL: 45
- Analysis -
If You Have Less Than 10.. write [im a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10.. write [im still a goody goody]
If You Have more Than 20..write [im average]
If You Have More Than 30..write [im a bad kid]
If You have more than 40..write [im a very bad influence]
If You Have more than 50..write [im a horrible person]
If You Have more than 60..write [i should be in jail]
If You Have more than 70..Write [i should be dead]
Labels: analysis, onmyself, statements
Day Eight: THREE IF’S.
|| 7:39:00 PM
1. If you could have one super power what would it be??
Mind control! (And thus auto mind reading lah xD) It'll be scary thou for others xP
2. If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you?
Yeah. Uhm, like starting Netball earlier and studying harder in everything (hopefully) xP
3. If you were stranded on a deserted island & could bring 1 thing what would you bring?
Unlimited food ((:
Labels: onmyself, overdays, questions
yummy foods!
Monday, March 21, 2011 || 10:27:00 PM
Fill out this fun 40 Food This or That Questions Survey Survey and then share it with your friends on facebook, myspace or anywhere else.
Coke or pepsi?
Pepsi, definitely.
Lemonade or fruit punch?
I want the sweet lemonades! :D
Carmel apple or cotton candy?
I never actually eatem carmel apples before, but they look hard to eat. Like hard to bite and all xD So I guess I'll go for cotton candy first :D
Butterfinger or Snickers?
Snickers!
Pudding or jello?
Jello sounds cool :P
Turkey or chicken?
Chicken :D More useful hahaa.
American or Provolone cheese?
Provolone cheese confirm! So darn awesome :DDD
Shizzle, I'm salivating at all these food already! xD
Crackers or cookies?
Cookies :D Fresh from Famous Amous de!
Pretzels or chips?
Pretzelsss
Mexican or Japanese?
Japanese SASHIMI :D
Chinese or Italian?
Italian! Chinese eat too much le hahahas xD
Beef or chicken?
Beef (x
Pie or cake?
PIE :DD
Ice cream or cookies?
Cookies & cream ICECREAM :D
Pasta or pizza?
Pizza from Pizzahut (:
Soda or juice?
Juice, fresh :D
Chocolate bars or chocolate truffles?
Truffles are cuter :D (And better looking)
Apples or bananas?
Bananas.
Grapes or peaches?
Peaches~ Unless seedless grapes LOL Otherwise damn irritating xD Lazy~
Rice or noodles?
Rice :P
Salad or soup?
Herbal Chinese Soups xD and Spinach Sashimi Salad!
Buttered or salted popcorn?
Sweetened? :D I want the caramel ones again! xP
Cauliflower or broccoli?
Broccoli ba ..
Onion rings or french fries?
I like the big thick french fries :P
Burger or hot dog?
Burger! :D From Macs/Burger King/Carls Jr TYVM xD
Popsicle or ice cream?
Ice creammm from B&J (:
Chocolate or strawberry ice cream?
Strawberry (((:
McDonalds or Burger King?
Burger King! :D
Wendy's or Steak and Shake?
Steak and Shake ! :D
Dairy Queen or McDonalds?
(WTH IS DIARY QUEEN) Mcs! :D
Blizzard or McFLurry?
McFlurrrry ~ MM
Sausage or bacon?
Sausagee (:
Fried or poached eggs?
Fried :P
Waffles or pancakes?
WAFFLESSSS :DDD
Crepes or pancakes?
CREPES :DD
Hashbrowns or roasted potatoes?
Roasted potatoes! Hashbrowns sucks, only eat them cause they auto come with breakfast meals when you dine at Mcdonalds in the morning xD Haha.
Diet or regular soda?
Regular~ Acutally, neither.
Orange or pear?
Pear, but must be this certain type of pear idk how to say... Otherwise orange :P
Oatmeal or cereal?
Cereal HEHE :D
Marinara or meat sauce?
Marinaraaaa, looks so yummy. Go google and drool now! xD
Labels: onsometopic, questions
man on sticks!
|| 10:11:00 PM
GRYFFINDOR:
[x] You have never done illegal drugs
[x]You have a lot of friends
[ ]You get along with everyone (LOL)
[ ]You haven’t made fun of someone for at least two months
[ ]You love soccer
[ ]You love baseball
[x]You’re into writing and art
[ ]Favourite music genre is pop or rock
[ ]You believe in “innocent until proven guilty” theory
[x]One of your favourite colours is red or gold (Gold's cool :D)
[ ]Good grades at school
[ ]One of the worst things you can do is lie
[x]You plan on going to college/university
TOTAL: 5
HUFFLEPUFF:
[ ]You’re content with mostly everything in your life right now.
[ ]You laugh a lot.
[ ]You like to follow trends.
[ ]Politics suck. (They're kinda cool, thou boring at times yes -.-)
[ ]You love to swim (CANNOT SWIM ZAH XD)
[ ]Water polo is awesome
[x]Pink is one of your favorite colors (PINK PENS (L))
[x]Black is morbid & depressing
[ ]You’re an optimist.
[x]You’re completely straight edged.
[x]You’re very emotional
[x]Rap, R&B, & hip-hop is your favorite music genre
[x]You don’t believe in going steady at a young age.
[x]You’ve made fun of at least one person this week.
TOTAL: 7
RAVENCLAW:
[x]You’re depressed to a certain extent. (everyone is!! :p)
[ ]You love to read.
[x]You appreciate theatre & arts.
[x]Sports suck.
[ ]You’re shy.
[ ]Loyalty is the MOST important thing in a relationship.
[ ]Hate is completely unneeded. (Hate amplifies Love :D)
[ ]Indie is your favourite genre of music.
[x]Every once in awhile you have little anger outbursts.
[x]Lying is sometimes okay
[x]Blue is one of your favorite colors. (Realise I just like all colors? Haha xP)
[ 1/2 x]Serious is better than funny. (sometimes...)
TOTAL: 6 + 1/2
SLYTHERIN:
[ ]There’s at least one person you hate.
[x]Basketball is a good sport.
[x]Football is amazing. (to watch.. only :P)
[x]Black is a cool color.
[x]You’ve lied about something serious.
[x]You’re a very deep person. (I THINK!!! actually i'm just cliche and boring-.-)
[ ]You have considered suicide.
[ ]Very loyal.
[ ]You like metal. (So darn noisy x.x)
[x]They make school seem more important than it is.
[x]You’re scared to grow up.
[ ]You’ve done drugs in the past month
[x]Anger is one of your primary feelings.
[x]You have trust issues. (trust no one!)
[x]Guilty until proven innocent. (Hehe, when I don't like someone I just blame them for everything xP)
TOTAL: 10
- Analysis -
Gryffindor emphasises the traits of courage as well as "daring, nerve, and chivalry," and thus its members are generally regarded as brave, though sometimes to the point of recklessness.
Students belonging to this house are known to be hard-working, friendly, loyal, and non-judgemental. It may be that due to their values, Hufflepuffs are not as competitive as the other houses, or are more modest about their accomplishments.
Ravenclaw House prizes intelligence, cleverness, knowledge, and wit in its members. Thus, many Ravenclaws tend to be academically motivated and talented students.
Slytherins tend to be ambitious, shrewd, cunning, strong leaders, and achievement-oriented. They also have highly developed senses of self-preservation. This means that Slytherins tend to hesitate before acting, so as to weigh all possible outcomes of a decision (and how these outcomes would personally impact them).
Labels: analysis, onmyself, statements
Day Seven: FOUR WHY’S.
|| 10:06:00 PM
1. Why are you best friends with your best friend(s)?
Primary school ones were cause, I guess, they sat with me for P4-6 mainly :D And they were the best girl friends I ever met in primary school. P1-3, girls were plain bitchy x.x
2. Why did you get a myspaceblogger?
Cause it's so awesome!!! :D I LOVE GOOGLE STUFFS :DD hehe. And I guess it kills boredom, and let's me rant (to myself) without anyone stopping me! :D I like ranting.
3. Why did your parents give you the name you have?
Not quite sure, ask them ._. But I know why it starts with 'F' thou xD
It was supposed to be girls follow my mom thus 'F', guys follow my dad for a 'C'. Thus first 2 girls (I'm 2nd child) are names starting with 'F'. But by the 3rd child (which was still a girl), they decided just to have a 'C' to "be fair" LOL xDD Hahas.
4. Why are you doing this survey?
Cause I realised I haven't been posting here for AGES and apparently many people visit this space and I shouldn't disappoint them no more xD SEE I SO NICE :DD Hahas.
Labels: onmyself, overdays, questions
Day Six: FIVE DO’S/DOES.
Friday, February 25, 2011 || 11:19:00 PM
1. Do you like someone right now?
I guess, I think, I hope, but kinda hope not too, but I do, I think.
2. Do you think anyone likes you?
I think, but I won't like you just because you like me lol.
3. Do you ever wish you were someone else?
Uhm, I wish I had traits of people, but I never actually wanted to be whole of someone before I think. I just kinda wished I had that part of their life or something :P
4. Do you know the muffin man?
Isn't that the nursery song? He lives down some lane.
I know the Satay Man better :DD He lives in Sandy Lane, it's just beside my lane! :D
5. Does the future scare you?
Somewhat, it's so unpredictable.
But I guess if it was predictable, it'll be boring and the future would merely be part of the past, in some way, won't it? And the present, what will it be. I would just be us fulfilling the timeline.
The future is wild.
Labels: onmyself, overdays, questions
bring me back, to life.
|| 11:10:00 PM
Answer to each word according to what you first think of in your mind:
Love
Hearts floating around
Gay
Bunch of guys, together ._.
Ugly
Ugly dude, and I think of Lee criticizing Hema :P
Pretty
Tree, the one in front of the side gate busstop (: I love staring at it at different times of the day whenever we go home. I can never draw nice trees ):
Hot
Coffee, like Cappuccino with those cream drawings on it, and it smells awesome :D
Hungry
A woman starving, like some African, squatting at a corner.
Hospital
Bloody, and everyone's busy trying to save his life.
Grass
Swaying with the wind, and darn long.
Beef
A meal, with red wine along :D
Chicken
Like one whole barbecued chicken on a plate xD
Apple
Crunchy
Glass
The glass cup shatters into smithereens (x
Fire
Flames raging
Smoke
Stinky and cloudy, choking in some way.
Friends
UHM, overrush/blankout.
Labels: completingsentences, onmyself
Day Five: SIX WHERE’S.
Wednesday, February 23, 2011 || 11:29:00 PM
1. Where does your best friend live?
I'll just take Vv :p erm, around Mountbatten/Parkway :D Aiya I know can ler (:
2. Where did you last go?
The damned Bras Basah Complex which was closed DD:
3. Where did you last hang out?
Uhm, school? ._.
4. Where do you go to school?
NUS High, and is hating it there now :/
5. Where is your favorite place to be?
In my wonderland/dreams/imaginations.
6. Where did you sleep last night?
At home? -.- Tskk
Labels: onmyself, overdays, questions
catch a cold,
Sunday, February 20, 2011 || 1:21:00 AM
Fill out this fun What does your heart feel like Survey and then share it with your friends on facebook, myspace or anywhere else.
Have you been feelin loved
Uh, sorta ba (:
Have you had the guts to say I love you to anyone and mean it
Yes, I think if I do, I will. I don't want to live in regrets (:
Do you love anyone right now
Don't ask please :/
Do you know anyone who loves you
I guess, but it's kinda pointless.
Do you have a stalker
I don't know O.O
Do you know if you have a stalker
No, I don't know.
Do you like someone who your friends dont approve of
Why do you need approval to like someone? If you do, you do (:
Tell me what you are feeling right now
Uh, kinda happy (: But I know this feeling won't last, by tmr morning, I'll be this mad dog rushing the pile of homework stacked up on my table, literally ):
This survey is all about feelin cause I am a girl what are you
I am a girl too :D If that's what you're asking for..
Your questions are kinda weird you know.. ._.
Do you care for this survey at all or did you want to express your feelings
Uh, I just wanted a survey to do cause leaving the previous one alone looked kinda pathetic on the blog/homepage xD hahaha.
How many times have you felt love
Is it countable?
If you have felt love explain if you can
It's just feeling happy, and safe (: And like life is great, at that moment, I guess.
Pretty cliche.
Love is like a war, easy to begin, hard to end do you agree
Why end? I think it's hard to last, I'll be scared to.
Soo how many people have you felt a strong urge to just jump on them and makeout
LOL hahaha. I do that on nicole xD Or she does it on me....
I feel like crap when i get dumped explain your last dump
I don't get dumped. Cause I wasn't attached :D
For question 15 who and where are you
I am, here, in this room. And I am, waiting.
Labels: onmyself, questions
Day Four: SEVEN WHO’S.
|| 1:18:00 AM
1. Who was the last person you saw?
Freda, who just walked out of the room :P
2. Who was the last person you texted?
Jiamin (:
3. Who was the last person you hungout with?
Shree, Nikki, Qi, Shini, Debb, Tann! :DD
4. Who was the last person to call you?
My mom -.-
5. Who did you last hug?
TANNNN :DDDDD Hahaha
6. Who is the last person who texted you?
Lol, Jiamin lar.
7. Who was the las person you said "i love you" to?
HAHA LOL on my blog, I said I love debb's mom for her cards xD counted right? xD
Labels: onmyself, overdays, questions
quick, use dig!
Saturday, February 19, 2011 || 9:55:00 AM
Who Likes Butt Fudge?
You! xD
YA-HOO!
BOOYAA :DD
So-would you like to throttle the neck of whoever's voice is behind that 'CONGRATULATIONS, YOU WON' b.s. ads online?
Haha, sometimes. But it's okay cause I usually don't hear them ((:
How 'loud' does your stomach need to get before you feed it?
Really louddddd sometimes )): Haha and it rumbles.
In 5 words, describe the person you last were upset with, & why:
Uncertain with what you want.
How many times have you been searched/frisked/stopped by the police?
None ._.
Did it end in handcuffs?
Nope ((: I'm the guai kid :D
Speaking of CUFFS, do you own the 'play' kind?
Uhh nope (: But I remember Zongyao's pencil case has those teeeeny ones, like for your fingers :D damn cool, and cute! Always played with them during chinese last year :P
I'm not going to ask what you use them for-BLACH!:
? o.o What talking you ._.
When you add new pics, who is most likely to comment them right away?
Uh, no one ): Haha. Idk lol
Name something you're extremely anal/picky about people NOT doing in your home or presence:
Not asking and doing things right away -.-
Describe the way you decorate your place for Halloween (or yourself):
We don't celebrate Halloween in Singapore ): Not many that is...
Name a food that you think is over-rated:
Idk, everything at Western Stall in school xD
Are you 'friends' with any of your ex's current partners?
No ._.
REALLY? Or you honestly their friend, or are you simply stalking/spying?
You're balls.
Favorite game/app to play on your FB/MS is:
Hate facebook!
Would you allow a total stranger into your home if their car broke down and they needed a phone?
Depends on their looks LOL
If it's some haggardly person who look like he didn't shower for months, no. xD
Is your hair the same color as it was when you were born? (All dye jobs aside):
Yeah. Blacko (:
Your parents: do they humiliate you? In what way?
Uh, sometimes. Asking too much from people when what I asked for really isn't that important and I was most of the times making a passing statement :/
Have you ever tried to e-mail a celebrity? If so, who, and what did you say?
LOL no... I don't even think they give people their emails... Do they? o.o
Your last job interview: did you bomb it or ace it?
Uh, my last interview was SC one lol. BOMBED. But it's aint a job anyway, so heck! :D
Have you ever accidentally hit someone's vehicle, and then fled the scene?
LOL no.. not yet maybe hahah. I don't drive (:
How about INTENTIONALLY?
LOLLOL I'd remember to try next time ((:
Over-all, how do you think MOST people perceive you? (Not counting the ones who really know you)
I don't really know. I behave really differently in front of many people.
But in front of strangers, when I'm with my friends I think I look kinda bitchy. But if alone I look kinda saddd LOLLOL
Would you say they're accurate perceptions?
I don't know lahhh tsk Haha
Did you pass your driver exam on the first try, or did you have to take it again?
We'll see next time (: If I bother to learn driving LOL I think I won't frankly ahaha
Boy, that's a pisser, isn't it?
Don't know o.o
Is your weather 'bi-polar?
Yes! Singapore's weather has pms! xD
Are you constantly having to refresh your browser page? Why?
Nope ._. Oh, except the stats page for my blog(s) xD
To see the change (if any) in the visitors LOL and to keep me occupied :P
Name someone in your life whom you think has been dealt a REALLY rotten hand in life? BESIDES YOURSELF!
I'll say.. Kinda bad to type their names here LOL ask me personally xD
Do you enjoy scaring little children on Halloween?
LOL I'll like to..
Wow-you are MEAN! HA HA.
Cmon, like you're nice lah! xD
What's the most angry you've ever been in your entire life, what caused it, and how did you react?
Uh, I get angry REAAALLY easily (esp nowadays). But I guess people that cause me to really really throw tandrums and scream/shout/hit (LOL) are like my family xD
Are you aware that gum melts?
No.... o.o They do? O.O
Have you ever Google Earth'd someone's house?
Yes! xD
Who & Why:
My own, cuase it's damn cool to see that dirty roof of ours xD
Which web site would you says has more technical bullshit: FB or MS?
Don't use myspace, so I'll still say facebook. Balls.
And which of these pages did you sign up for FIRST?
^ FB.
Are you a 'scary' person to be around first thing in the morning?
YESYESYESS! I hate having to leave the comfort of my bed and walk out into this dangerous world out here, sometimes left with either too many things or nothing to do ._.
When was the last time you had a 'rolling blackout' (meaning your power flicked off for 2 seonds):
Idk o.o
How would you survive if your power was cut?
Yeah, there's still a phone, and smsing (:
How do you honestly feel about your hometown/the people in it, or your school/classmates?
Singaporeans are nice, mostly (:
Nush people are weird, but nice, but we don't know what we are LOL sometimes i think we're all just waiting to graduate while only the real geniuses get a life.
406-ers are awesome (: But there's all these obvious barriers between us, but sometimes for a moment or two they look kinda nonexistent, but not for long ._.
Name something that happened unexpectedly this week:
Me living past it, is unexpected xD
What's something you'd NEVER complain about!
Having that mansion on the mountain with all facilities and basically everything you'll ever need to live and be entertained :D
What is a 'whore', in your definition, and are you one, or do you know one?
Some bitchy woman and no i hope not. and no i don't think so, unless in tv drama shows LOL
Do you seriously believe in the 2012 theory?
No.... Or I'll have left school now.
IDIOT!
You are!
How did your pets get their name? (Or, kids):
Don't have pets ._. Used to have tortises: Sky, Earth, Mud.
Cause sky was clean, earth was green, and mud was darn dirty xD
Are you afraid of attics/basements?
Uhm, not really.They can be nice (: Like vivien's house's attic is like.. COOL.
WIMP!
You lah balls. Keep screaming random things at me-.-
Who, in your immediate family, is most like you, in looks or personality?
I guess my mom, although I don't like the fact that.
Is it super windy today?
Uh, I don't know LOL
How do you deal with bill collectors when you just don't have the cash to pay 'em?
Uh, I don't deal with them ._.
BLAH. I need to eat now. Bye bye, chumps!
Same, I'm eating the wafels :DDD And I'm watching pokemon!
Team rocket and the good guys are working togetheeer! :D
Wow, James is a rich dude. TSKKK.
Labels: onmyself, questions
be serious!
|| 9:36:00 AM
Fill out this fun Controversial Issues Survey and then share it with your friends on facebook, myspace or anywhere else.
Do you think that gay marriage should be legal?
Yes.. If they are happy, why not?
Do you think that gays should be allowed to seve in the military?
Lol, what's the problem with them being there.........
What do you think about people who don't believe in god?
It's okay, it's just a belief. Like you said, 'believe in' ((:
Are you pro life or pro choice?
Both, depends really. Mostly just pro choice, but once I really don't know what to do, I'll just leave it at pro life (x
Do you think we should test on animals?
I guess, otherwise we'll end up testing on humans. Isn't that worse? o.o
But not overly done I think, like they should really really limit it ba, like only use it when they are really really at their final stage of experiments :p
How do you feel about illegal immigration?
Uh, it's okay. But not so much, and so depressing please ):
They're all so darn smart :/
Do you think it is ethical to do stem cell research?
For scientist yes, for us, unless we're becoming scientist, WHY THE HECK?!! tskk :p
Should they get rid of the death penalty?
No.. They did wrong, and plus the jail would be too packed then ._.
Is torture ever acceptable?
What kinda torture? Oo
Should the government have a say on our diets?
No! What balls is that LOL We deserve to eat what we want! :D
Should the alcoholic drinking age be increased or decreased?
Decreased, cmon! Like a few years more matters :p
and plus not like we really really follow rules at home discreetly :p
Should cigarette smoking be banned?
Yes! So damn stinkyyyy )): But I guess some people can't live without it? ._.
Labels: questions
Day Three: EIGHT HAVE YOU’S.
|| 9:29:00 AM
1. Have you ever liked someone who had a girlfriend/boyfriend?No..
2. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
Always lol.
3. Have you ever been out of the country?
Well duh..
4. Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?
Yup (: It's these little retarded moments that make this boring life interesting :p
5. Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend?
I guess.. But nothing serious, we're all still nice ((:
6. Have you ever had sex on the beach?
HAVE YOU?? LOL no lah.
7. Have you ever dated someone younger than you?
Nops ._. I already look damn old to find someone of the same age LOL
8. Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
Yeahhh, in primary school.. When I still bothered to read xP
Labels: onmyself, overdays, questions
somebody to love.
Tuesday, February 15, 2011 || 8:29:00 PM
When you face difficulty:
1. you think of ways to solve it
2. you do nothing...you look at the bright side of life
3. you quickly solve the problem and then think of a way to take revenge on the person who gave you that problem
4. you throw stuff and bang your head on a wall and blame everyone else for your problems
Total: 3
You wear clothes of which colour:
1. i don't care about the colour as long as it has something witty written on it
2. mostly blue, white. green, ect.
3. Whatever i can find in my closet! im not very choosy
4. black, violet, gray, brown, ect.
Total: 7
The group that you hang out with......
1. NOBODY. Im A Loner
2. just a few of really good friends
3. i dont have a group.. i can talk to anyone and everyone
4. my ultra cool gang.. everyone else can only get a glimpse of me
Total: 10
In your free time you usually......
1. read, eat, chat, the usual
2. sit by myself in a dark room and think about all the mean things people did to me
3. i go around town and explore
4. im always with my group
Total: 11
The column you read in newspapers.......
1. just go through everything and see if theres anything interesting
2. the leisure page... crossword, cartoons and stuff...
3. i don't read newspapers
4. the hot topic.. all about the celebrity scandals to keep myself updated...
Total: 14
If anyone told you that your doing something wrong you....
1. ask for advice from that person and act accordingly
2. you tell them that it doesn't really matter because you don't really care, but you thank him anyway
3. you cooly tell him to mind his own freakin' business
4. you glare at the person...how dare that person tell you that your wrong???
Total: 16
If you see someone making a mistake you...
1. tell them immediately
2. at first you smile then take pity on them and tell them
3. keep your mouth shut...let them figure it out themselves
4. smirk and decide to watch the fun
Total: 18
Analysis:
[7-14] Tit for tat
your the kind of person who has an answer for everything... you always have a retort..you are a witty person that most love to loath... you are good at heart but poke your nose everywhere. some people think your interfereing but others think your great fun! you have a great attitude towards life but need to know where to draw the line.
[15-23] Laugh it off
you are very optimistic. you don't care what others think of you and you like to joke about yourself all the time. you are great company and never have a worry in life... your greatest strength is the ability to laugh at your problems... very few people can do that. some people adore you for this quality while others think your just plain mad! but you don't care what they think of you and your always in your own world.
[24-28] Anger Management problem
whoa! dude! you really need to watch that temper of yours! it will create problems in your life. your the sort of person who is sensitve to negativity and tend to go totaly beserk if things dont happen your way. you sometimes even tend to exaggerate at the problem and instead of handling it logicly, you totaly flip! when you get angry your attitude towards life is negative. you show this side of yourself to everyone but deep down your a kind person... you should show this side of yourself to others so they can think of you as a friend rather than a burden.
Labels: analysis, onmyself, statements
crushed within you.
|| 8:06:00 PM
Check the indicators that you are experiencing:
YELLOW INDICATORS can include conditions that have been present in your life for a long time, even a number of years.
- loss of enjoyment in established activities
- restlessness, fatigue, or a lack of motivation at work
- an increase in irritability or impatience
- a sense of being either wound up or weighed down
- a sense of being overburdened with life and its activities
- a lack of spiritual peace or well-being
- relief fueled by controlling aspects of your personal behavior, including consuming liquids or food
- a fear of expressing strong emotions
- constant anxiety or a vague fear about the future
- a sense of being unappreciated by others
- feelings of martydom, as if you are constantly asked to do others' work
- a pattern of impulsive thinking or rash judgments
- sexual difficulties or a loss of interest in sexual activities
- enjoyment in seeing others' discomfort (LOLLLL :DDDD)
- anger at God for how you feel
- a recurrent pattern of headaches, muscle aches, body pains
- social isolation and distance from family or friends
- a sense of being trapped by the day's activities
- a pattern of pessimistic or critical comments and/or behaviors
- the belief that your best days are behind you and the future holds little promise
- a sense of being left out of life
- a binge on high-calorie foods to feel better
- upon waking, apathy about how the day will turn out (WTBALL PSYCHIC)
- a preference just to do things yourself instead of working with others
- recurring gastrointestinal difficulties
- a sense of being trapped inside your body
- dread of family get-togethers or social gatherings
- the self-perception of being overweight, unattractive, or unlovable
- a sense of being old, discarded, without value
- no motivation to try new activities, contemplate new ideas, or enter into new relationship
Total: 18/30
RED INDICATORS come from the established criteria for clinical depression and, because of their severity can have a much shorter duration.
- a significant change in appetite, lasting longer than two weeks, resulting in either marked weight loss (if not dieting) or weight gain
- recurring disturbances in sleep patterns for longer than two weeks, resulting in difficulty falling and staying asleep or sleeping too much (GOSH I KEEP SLEEPING ALOT MORE IN CLASS NOW):)
- increased agitation or inability to relax for an extended period of time (more than two weeks) (how do you relax now, when there's school! D:)
- fatigue, lethargy, or loss of energy for an extended period of time (more than two weeks)
- sadness, despondency, despair, loneliness, or feelings of worthlessness for an extended period of time (more than two weeks)
- inability to concentrate, focus, or make decisions, recurring over a period of time (more than two weeks)
- recurring thoughts of death or suicide
- plans for a suicide or an attempt at suicide
Total: 6/8
In-total Total: 24/38
Conclusion: I AM DEPRESSED LOLLOL O.O
Labels: analysis, onmyself, statements
Day Two: NINE WHAT'S.
|| 7:56:00 PM
1. What's your mothers name?
Felice..
2. What did you do last weekend?
Saturday: Volunteered at Safari Zoo Run! :D
Sunday: Temple, Reunion Lunch, Math Remedial, Home, Study for BioD Quiz ):
3. What is the most important part of your life?
Food.
4.What would you rather be doing?
Relaxing in that mansion on the mountain with everything and anything you'll ever need and want to live :D
5. What did you last cry over?
Don't ask, it was retarded.
6. What always makes you feel better when you’re upset?
Not talking and..
Going Netball court to shoot, Sweeping the floor (LOL), Doing Art, Blogging, Writing in my (proper) Diary, Eating (:D)... Basically making myself busy till I calm down ._.
7. What’s the most important thing you look for in a significant other?
Security.
8. What are you worried about?
Nothing, currently. Okay fine, I'm worried about Math test this Friday :/
9. What did you have for breakfast?
Hot Dog Bread |:
Labels: onmyself, overdays, questions
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